Children's Thoughts on Love

"I think you're supposed to get shot with an arrow or something,but the rest of it isn't supposed to be so painful." ...

Manuel, age 8
"Love is the most important thing in the world, but baseball is pretty good too."...

Greg, age 8
"No one is sure why it happens, but I heard it has something to do withhow you smell...that's why perfume and deodorant is so popular."...

Mae, age 9
"One way is to take the girl out to eat. Make sure it's something she likes to eat.French fries usually works for me."...

Bart, age 9
"Don't do things like have smelly, green sneakers. You might get attention,but attention ain't the same thing as love." ...

Alonzo, age 9
"When a person gets kissed for the first time, they fall downand they don't get up for at least an hour." ...

Wendy, age 8
"If you want to be loved by somebody who isn'talready in your family, it doesn't hurt to be beautiful."...

Anita, age 8
"I look at kissing like this: Kissing is fine if you like it,but it's a free country and nobody should be forced to do it."...

Michael, age 8
"Don't say you love somebody and then change your mind ... Love isn't like picking what movie you want to watch." ...

Natalie, age 9
"I'm not rushing into being in love. I'm finding fourth grade hard enough." ...

Regina, age 10

Love at 16

What exactly is love? Technically, love is an intense feeling for another, or at least that is what the dictionary tells me, but to me it’s so much more. It’s the touch of his hand upon my cheek, the smell of his skin when I’m lying against his shoulder, or the heartfelt laughs and words that pass between our lips. It’s the gentle sound of his breath when he falls asleep alongside my neck, the warmth of his arms when he’s holding me, or the softness of his lips when he kisses mine ever so lightly. To me, it’s the tingle when he looks straight into my eyes with a smile, a gathering of butterflies in my stomach when I see him as he walks up my driveway for the first time in three weeks, or the excited jump I take into his arms as he then spins me and kisses my cheek. Unfortunately, love is also the tears that he kisses away when we must part for those three weeks, the pain that emerges with an argument and the emotional roller coaster with its hills and dips. Love is not just a word; love is not just a physical phenomenon either. Of course you are going to speak words, and feel physical attraction, but love is something that is felt deep within your soul, surrounded by with your heart, and thought of time and time again. Love in itself is an irreplaceable experience. Many tell me, “You don’t know what love is, for you’re only sixteen,” but I beg to differ. Whether they believe me or not, whether you believe me or not, I know what love is, how love feels, and where love can take you, though also leave you. I know the true contentment of the heart through love, but also the sinful tears that hurt to cry. I understand the meaning of words, the touch of not only a lover, but also a best friend, and the emotional ride that flows with it. I know love, I know where it takes you and leaves you, I know contentment, I know tears, I understand words, feel the touches, and ride the emotional flow everyday, for I am in love right now, and yes, at sixteen. Those who have felt love, they know what I’m saying, they know how I’m feeling, but for those who don’t, I hope when the chance comes your way, you take hold of it quickly, hold it tightly, and as close to your heart as possible. It is true that love fails, but it is also true that love succeeds. When you succeed in love, you can achieve anything of your desire, for the one thing every person in this world needs most is within the palms of your hands. It is just up to you to seize the moment and make your life better than ever thought possible. Love, an irreplaceable experience, and one of lives very best simple pleasures.
By Lauren

I Live On..

Humans are not to live in the past.

It'll be fine if we do what we can now.

reality is too cruel and too brutal.

It won't allow me to even have a dream.

When I imagine the future,the tears come again.

where should i go?

Even if there is not answer,

if I write,at least I'll feel better,

I'm in need of a helping hand,

but I can neither see nor reach it.

Facing the darkness,

all you hear are the echoes of my broken words.

Do not rush,

Do not get greedy,

Do not give up,

Everybody takes a step at a time.

You're not the only one hurting in the world.

The one that cannot be understood and the one who cannot understand,

they are both pitied.

If I were a flower,

my life is yet to bloom.

The beginning of my youth...with no regrets,

I will treasure.

Family,there's a family who always believed in me.

please take care of me always.

for causing you to worry,

I'm sorry.

why did it happen to me?

The word destiny can't be easily accepted.

I want to make a time machine and go back to the past.

If I didn't have this problem,

I would've been able to fall in love.

I want to cling on to someone....

so much that I can't stand it.

I won't say that I want to go back to those days.

I want to accept myself...

I want to accept myself now,and live.

Although,at times I'm hurt by heartless stares,

There are times when people look upon me with kind eyes.

Even then,

I want to stay here..

Because, this is where I belong.

So what if I fall?

All I have to do is get back up again.

If I look into the sky when I fall,

the blue sky is still cast and smiling at me.

People shouldn't live in the past.

It's fine if you do what you can now.

Friends..

would i...ever be able to get friends?

family,

would i.....ever be able to get family?

I..I worked so hard at living.

What am I living for?

yeah,That's right.

I put my hand to my chest,

Thump...thump...thump...thump...

I feel it beating,

My heart is beating,

I'm so glad!

I am alive,

Live on,

Live on inside me,

Live on forever,

This is my (One litre of tears)

Thanks.

By Syafiq Maula

Not suppose to but i did

I'm not suppose to care

I'm not suppose to love you

i'm not suppose to live my life

Wishing you were there

I'm not suppose to wonder

Where you are or what you do

I'm sorry i can't help myself

Cause i'm in love with you

by Unknown

Crap

You have someone to count on

Someone who is there when you need someone to talk to

Someone who understands you

Your a part of something special

your lover is always by yourside to give you encouragement

You will never be lonely

Someone who loves you for who you are not what you are

A lover can make you feel like you have never before

Someone to be your punching bag

Someone to crap along with

By Unknown

Question Mark ??

How long more do i try and not fail??

How long more i would have to face this??

How long more will you do this to me??

How long more i would have to face you??

How long more we will face this??

How long more we will have to cope with this??

How long more will this story continue??

How long more until this story has an ending??

By Nykyta

To every girl out there

every step in our life we bring what we have together with us.
for the unknown we do not know whats going to trigger the next minute
we only know what has already happen.
for that memory we must carry on as guidance
to survive
we must learn to give and to take
also to share.

let alone your broken heart.
it means nothing anymore.
why shed a tear that ain't worth it.
its better to laugh about it..
or smile if laughing takes too much insane.
don't bother if your brother catches you smiling by yourself..
all you know he's jealous of your 'good' life
I've been through this :-p
hell a lot of times.

....
you see a girl
in the mirror stood glassy in front of you
she is pretty
tell her that
everyday
she is smart
better than any other
she is the best
most beautiful
and gracious.
so don't fret of how you look
never compare
instead be thankful of how beautiful you are now.

..
and as a start
i'll be here
i am here
saying this to you.
the world is big
billions of people out there.
and trust me
half of those billion cares for you.
and no matter who you are
I'd say this
you are pretty
precious
beautiful
gracious
intelligent
the hell with people who hates you
they don't realise them self
how priceless u are.
and no matter who u are still
u deserve to be loved
u have the rights to stand for yourself.
dream of whatever u want
the choice is yours
not theirs, remember that.

and most of all
love yourself
trust the person you are.
for you will be the future.

to start your healing heart
here's a saying from me
truly

I LOVE YOU

;-D
siti amirah

Night

Every night i tear

Thinking

Of what i should do

Of what i should be

Always looking back

Never in front

How do i move from here

I am stronger than before all because

I need a shoulder

Which is always missing

I have passed the little stones

Facing the rocks

Soon high soaring mountains

Facing whats right and wrong

hoping for less confusion

By Nykyta

emotions

Courage is in me

Irony backed me

Foolishness faced me

Gibberish confronted me

Guilt poured me

Fear controlled me

Passion filled me

Ego came to me

Anger grew in me

And

Happiness faded..

By Nykyta

Trust??

I have always loved you

I have always cared for you

I have always trusted you

But i gave up after awhile

I love you, oh so very much

It's hard to explain why i am like this

I don't know why i can't talk

I always assume that you are running from me

I feel as if i tend to control you

And i feel bad, so i back off

I keep on hoping you will open up

Only to find that you drift away from me

I want us to go on

I want us to be stronger

I just can't talk as i don't know what to say

I try to speak but i feel as if you would hurt me with each word

I control myself hoping to be stronger

But it just breaks me, helping me to shed more tears

I don't want to cry anymore

I don't like sounding like an over controlling person

But it is how i feel

I don't want you to drift from me

And i know that you are the one for me

Help me be stronger

Help us out of this rut

Help us to open up

Help us to be more secure with each other

Maybe i am just over reacting

I just want to say that i am sorry

By Nykyta

Confession

Life is a mess,
It is very messy,
I have never bothered to notice,
Its a sad reality,
Finally i am sure of who i am,
But it has caused me to not know the people i use to know,
I wish to still have the bond i use to have with them,
But it is the sad reality of life,
Be friend someone today,
And you will have another tomorrow,
Take this as a lesson as you will never know when you would need it,
If we use to be close sometime ago and now we are not,
I don;t want to say i am sorry as it is not my fault neither it is yours,
Just want you to know that you still have a friend in me.
By Nykyta

Merry X-mas ??

3 days traped in a studio..
It was so cool but very much tiring..

So much has happend in those 3 days ..

I know that my bunch of friends can't shut their mouths up!!

Gosh the noise was Insane but worth it..

Ok why was i trapped in a studio ..

Well we shot the christmas show that will be on tv on the 25th of Dec

at 2.30pm..

I just want to say to all of you that I ♥ all of u!!!!

it was sooooooooooooooooooo

incredible working with all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5th December 2007

Today i am sixteen finaly!! Well if u had read my previous post you would know that i had a surprise party from my friends!! it was simply AWESOME!!!!!

Now in correct order i will list down who was the first to wish me!! ...



1: (6 min b4 midnight) Michelle

2:Huba

3:Kuhelan

4:Novendra(my bro)

5:Vivandra(my bro)

6:My Mom

7:My Dad

8:My Grandmother

9:Aizat

10:Samantha

11:Binthya(Cuz sis)

12:Kelly

13:Harvin

14:Nicole

15:Aisyah

16:Gwen(my aunt)

17:Ann Marie(cuz sis)

18:Hanitha(my aunt)

19:Ekhnath(cuz bro)

20:Premnath(cuz bro)

21:Harjit(uncle)

22:Nesha

23:Sandra(aunt)

24:Mae

25:Sanjay

26:Uma(Grandma)

27:Alesia,Androw,Sean(they sang for me)

28:Aiman(kawaiierest!!!)

29:Syafiq

30:Lim Sern Liang(female fren)

31:Irfan

32:Fadli

33:Illya(stinky kawaii)

34:Anis

35:Shazywan(chamito!!!)

36:Honnie

37:Sharifa

38:Syira

39:Manesh

but ...

i had many more who wished me way before my birthday!!! hehehehe

including Christian , Sudhan , Manesh, a lot more (names can't remember now)..

I had a great day today.. I went out with me dad and both of me bro'z to the Cineleisure Damansara to watch Enchanted. (the movie is sooo worth watching, my dad kinda dreaded it but my bro'z said it was ok . BUT they LOVED the chipmunk!!! i &heart; it tooo).. Afta the movie we went for lunch(*smiles form ear to ear*) at Sakae Sushi(you have to try somen it's the best thing made for man kind ) .. And did i mention that my dad bought me a huge heart shaped lollipop.. It taste sooooooo good (i ♥ lollipop) And we went to dream world it was fun (my dad din't like paying RM22 for a few pix..) it was fun goofing with my bro's they are a bunch of moron's that i love.. We walked around the Curve for a short while and went to Ikano .. Where my dad got me a Sony mp3 its so chic yet fab (hehehe).. THANK YOU PA!!!

On the way back i got the cake(TIRAMISU ) For food we had 6 Domino's Pizza and Sangetha's Fried Rice.. I went home i saw a bouquet of roses(from my aunt) . We had our din (btw my friends were at me place) cut the cake and laughed our butt's off bout idiotic stuff..

it was A FABOULUS SWEET SIXTEEN!!!

IT COULD'NT HAVE BEEN BETTER!!!!!

THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO MADE IT POSSIBLE

(i sound like those old fart's who don;t know any new line..)

My Super Sweet Sixteen

I have been trying to blog for the past 3 days but.. Everything seems to be getting in the way.. First of i wanted to blog on the 1st but my dad was looking so i stoped , i wanted to continue the next morning but it was tooo late i had to leave to rehersal (High School Christmas Musical). i went to rehersal it was fun and all ... I left early from dance rehersal to go to Michelle's place for a sleep over. I had suspected that she was up to something because first she had ask me to bring my brown empire waist dress, then she said i have to be at her place by 7:10 lastly she asked me to bring any songs that we could dance to .. Then i concluded everything and asked her , this is her explaination "I want to see your dress because i don't know what to wear for my sis graduation party , i wan t you and Sam to watch something on tv at 7;30 and the song i need to burn for my xmas party" at first i bought it but i was still very suspicious.. now the best part

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Michelle, Samantha and I went down to the swimming pool(Michelle lives in a condo) i did not see anyone but i felt weird when Mich decided to seat ont he other side of the pool cause we always sit on the onther side (hehehe) and as soon as i walked a bit infront i saw everyone (hurrghhghhh!!!!) i was damn stunned and i had to run away (in heels) Huba(my pig) chased me.. said Happy Advance Birthday took off my skirt , glasses(which made me blind) and allowed me to remove my heels and also tie my hair(with the help of the rest of my ungrateful friends), LIFTED me(i weigh kegillion pounds) and dumped me in the pool .. (and i can't swim to save my own life). but it was sooooo cooll.. After awhile Michelle disapeared.. Soon after everyone was ready to go up but as soon as i reached upstairs i was blined folded .. After Showering i was allowed to see again (hehehehe) .. It was sooo beautiful!!!! The lights were all switched off and the candles were burning all over the house and also the christmas tree lights.. They all sang Happy Birthday i blew off the candle and cut the cake (made by Sam,Michelle and Ethan) i t was chocolate cake (HEAVEN)... I burst open the sparkling wine , we toasted and ate food(spagetti made by Michelle's mom, Baked mashed potato and laici pudding made by J.W's mom). i opend my presents from all of them (i couldn't stop grinning ) i received a call from my dad apparently everyone know except mua!!! =,(

It was sooooo much fun...

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I would like to say thousands and thousands of THANK YOU's to EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

It was the best party every!!!!!!

muawchxxx!!!

i will try and post pix of the party!! hehehe

Strong Prinsip

Midnight Dahlia

Midnight Phoenix
Midnight Shapeshifter

The name Midnight Dahlia was given to me by my two best friends..

the both of them too have unique names..

first one Midnight Shapeshifter

second Midnight Phoenix

Intresting names..

we gave ourselves the title MIDNIGHT as we love the dark hours of the day..

thats all i have to say bout the midnight's now..

Good Night..