Down Memory Lane

MY ONE AND ONLY FAMILY!!!
I ♥ THEM TO DEATH..
*my dad is not in the pic he took the picture...*

i was bored so color came along
all of the pictures are from my Form 3 note book

Me and Alesia!! Ahh
the darling who stole my heart during JI...
I love so like a mhmmm here bt nvrmd..
i missed this moment

ME ..
yes i know i am NOTTY!! i LOVE IT! hehe

My apek..
hehe
my bhai*brother*
cuxxie

My Classmates..

Standard 6 after party
haha
it was a silly gathering at my place..
all in Chinese outfits..
yes all my friends are Chinese

Form 2 class party!!

Mixture of primary 6 till secondary 2

Secondary2

Secondary 2
end of the school year!!

Deepavali at my house with my best friends!!

Hitz 1 Performance with the JI girls!!

Soon Baby.. Soon I Tell You!!!

Watch this... Its OMG!!!!!

Desert Heaven!! hehe

FOOD!!!
GOOD FOOD!!!
WHERE??

WELL....

MANY PLACES...

BUT


TODAY....!!!

I DISCOVERED A PLACE

WITH

UBER

GOOD FOOD!

its in DESA SRI HARTAMAS

MG'S CAFE
VEGETARIAN CAFE & BAKERY


VISIT THEIR WEBSITE..

http://www.mgscafe.com/

THE DESERTS ARE TO DIE FOR....
I AM DROOLING NOW...

OKIE MY DONE NOW.. HEHE

poing

pin point pin point finding the exact spot twist shake jump scream with all your mighty might beautiful dome of the ever laughter beautiful sight for the kings and queens barbers and witches and flowers too i feel the wind of the snow hearted night...

Grace

growing up is never easy, growing down is never a choice, speaking up is a confidence, speaking down is a disgrace, walking tall portrays dignity, walking short shows idiotism, talking small shows modesty, talking big show "so full of yourself" , now wrapped in the corner of my room, i find keeping faith, never giving up is a grace from high above..

His + Mine

printed in the sand
his name + mine
no i screamed , don't let it fade ocean
i walked down the beach
looking for a tree
to print his + mine
all seemed to be scared with misery of the past
not wanting the same
ran further down
found a big giant rock with a chalk
wrote his + mine
it started to rain, immediately it faded
ran and found shelter
remembered , hey whats the point
he has been imprinted in my heart

mope

OK ... the depression!! begins..!!!
arrghh...
not really la but ya... ish!!
DTB was supposed to be re staged but ......
but
its canceled now...

now lemme go mope

No mo baking

was sick for i dunno how long.. dang stupid la.... i had trouble breathing at first then it became dang hard cough... then phlegm.. cleared then flu!!!! yay!!! then cough and phlegm again and fever decided to followed.... yay!!...
cleared out no choice but had to miss school on monday!! stupid ass viruses!!!!

yay!! now am off to bully all my friends since exam's are over!!!
and cant wait for the sunday to come!!! and also the kuih raya's haha...!!
hehe

umm btw ITI!!!

i am NOT i repeat NOt gonna bake anymore...!! hehe
sorry ... but no choice owedy!!!!



ps....
there is a possiblity of baking
....

pss...
only on request...

psss...
and also depends on my mood...

pssss....
depends what is the thing pun...

psssss...
i am nice so... heheh

pssssss.... I ♥ me!! hehe

DIE me Navel!!

Watched BPLL last SUNDAY.. have to say it was simply AWESOME!!!!
Tria and Soon Yoon were in it.... Tria the Diva stole the show!!!!! i loved watching Zethqy..
Keith when he sang Marina.... oooo la la.....
Soon Yoon Split.... Tabitha took over Doreen... wow i was shocked seriously.. i would like to cakap bout everyone of them but malas a bit la... but i tell its really worth it!!!!

Without Love -hairspray stuck in my head

Finally!! my exam's ended!!!
dang la!!
i dunno how will my bio and chem paper results would be.. i did not do both of em punya paper 3...
today was headache... so damn susah la the physics paper..!!! but it was finally over!!!!
we were stressed up!!
oooo everyone in my class were half asleep during the exam cz the paper was tough!!

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just found this website nd am going nuts!! now i am begging for money!!!

http://adornmentalley.blogspot.com/

no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! money!!! they sooo sooo pretty!!!!

thursday friday!!

Thursday 18th September 2008

Never am i stepping down from this cloud, what a joyous feeling, knowing i am free (free..... as a bird) ok Beatles is my thing!! haha..... I ♥ The Beatles...
Just remembered SUGAR COOKIES... i made ITI (Siti) not lose whatever she had burnt off... hehe.... Now i need her to try the *ARABIAN COOKIES* .. They taste like heaven... the reasons why we should thank our parents for allowing us to come into this world... .. ITI you are my test buggy / test rat .. keke... i dont want to be mean its just me.. hehe... YAY!! just ended SEJARAh paper 2 .. waiting for it to be collected..Now i am playing BINGO with Kuhelan & Ethan...

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YAY!!! haha i won 3 times!!! and we played 3 times... hehe..!! i have an extreamly
good strategy now.. Looking around the class now.. wow.. everyone seems to be suffering or they just like they are gonna allow their brains to collapse... but for me sejarah was well...
lets just say sejarah and me is like the total opposite of the peribahasa 'bagaikan kuku dengan isi"....
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HAHA.. Sejarah paper 1 was amusingly funny!! hehe... WHY>??? seriously we were just asking each other answers!! hehe... During recess we all realized something because of Nicole.. haha... that this is our second last examination for out high school life.. arrghhh.... !!!
OK now back to when after paper 1 sejarah... Kuhelan started singing "Your the voice i hear inside my head , the reason that i am singing" .. well then i could not help it but begin "I've always been the kind of girl who hid my face so afraid to tell the world..." and we continued till the duet .. MY GOD!!! then Tony.... came to KUHE and started singing and it was seriously disturbing..!!!!! they were... well... almost kissing.. but no matter what i ♥ my BOYS!!!!
Walked home with the song still ringing in my head.... walking home with Tony + Limah + Harun + Ba... Tony wanted SITI !!! so i had to put my BLOODY foot down and simply said NO!!!! she is like a sis to me... now after many stuff i am going through with my friend i know i am sure TONY IS REALY NOT ALLOWED TO GO WITH ITI!!! Finished HANA KIMI... i love KAGURAZAKA!!!! hehe....
made fettucini.... wasn't nice!!! i give up on pasta's.....!!!


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Friday 19th September 2008

stupid terpaksa walk all over school just to ask them to sign our sijil berhenti sekolah!!!
teacher belum sampai to give us the exam paper... WELL the boys in my class are being idiots as usual!! adui!!! KUHELAN AND KIMMY are singing YOU RAISE ME UP!!! argh they have a diff meaning behind it....
Dang sleepy la... everything by lifehouse is ringing in my head.... but not lifehouse punya version but my friend punya.. hehe....that was weird teacher walked past me and played with my curls.. hah!! but i dont mind umm i mind a bit ny la... she is a nice teacher i will not forget her !! PN RAFIZA !!!!

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i am fed up of writing kreshenka jaisi 5 uranus wk049a037 91120514xxxx ddmmyy... annoying...!!!! am playing bingo again with KUHE AND ETHAN!!!!

FINALLY !!! AT LAST!!!!

Bahasa Malaysia..
Bahasa Inggeris
Mathematics
Additional Mathematics
Moral
Sejarah
EST
Biology
Chemistry

Now That's Left....
Physics...

ruhgjxfor

i've been out of blogging for a few days ... i have things i want to write about but am not feeling to good today the stupid influenza has attacked me... kadaboom!!
so now am gonna update http://slurpmebaby.blogspot.com so check that out..

War

Studying sejarah now.. found this.. beautiful...

WAR

I

There is no picturesqueness and no glory,
No halo of romance, in war to-day.
It is a hideous thing; Time would turn grey
With horror, were he not already hoary
At sight of this vile monster, foul and gory.
Yet while sweet women perish as they pray,
And new-born babes are slaughtered, who dare say
"Halt!" till Right pens its "Finis" to the story!
There is no pathway, but the path through blood,
Out of the horrors of this holocaust.
Hell has let loose its scalding crimson flood,
And he who stops to argue now is lost.
Not brooms of creeds, not Pacifistic words
Can stem the tide, but swords--uplifted swords!

II

Yet, after Peace has turned the clean white page
There shall be sorrow on the earth for years;
Abysmal grief, that has no eyes for tears,
And youth that hobbles through the earth like age.
But better to play this part upon life's stage
Than to aid structures that a tyrant rears,
To live a stalwart hireling torn with fears,
And shamed by feeding on a conqueror's wage.
Death, yea, a thousand deaths, were sweet in truth
Rather than such ignoble life. God gave
Being, and breath, and high resolve to youth
That it might be Wrong's master, not its slave.
Our road to Freedom is the road to guns!
Go, arm your sons! I say, Go, arm your sons!

III

Arm! arm! that mandate on each wind is whirled.
Let no man hesitate or look askance,
For from the devastated homes of France
And ruined Belgium the cry is hurled.
Why, Christ Himself would keep peace banners furled
Were He among us, till, with lifted lance,
He saw the hosts of Righteousness advance
To purify the Temples of the world.
There is no safety on the earth to-day
For any sacred thing, or clean, or fair;
Nor can there be, until men rise and slay
The hydra-headed monster in his lair.
War! horrid War! now Virtue's only friend;
Clasp hands with War, and battle to the end!

Hello, Boys! by Ella Wheeler Wilcox.
London: Gay and Hancock, 1919.

two?????????????????

two separate individuals
two separate world
two very different personality
two people to fall in love with
one who never leaves you not thinking
one leaves you thinking
two different stories

would you prefer carefree happy go lucky to happy not happy confused??

needy at all time never letting go never understanding moody depress easily I'll be whenever you hit that nerve KABOOM you have me who will be the worst pain in the arse

Why so fucked up?? i am wrong throwing myself at you ignoring bits of me what am i your "touch and go"

you make me feel so happy never wanting to think but need to realize it sometimes but i don't seem to care i don't want to you are the best thing that happened i need you badly but cant let me control me no more

two separate people two separate world

Mrs Ethan Ruan

Wish The Sky Was Blue Again

Bahasa Malaysia..
Bahasa Inggeris
Mathematics
Additional Mathematics
Moral

Now these are left:

Sejarah
EST
Biology
Chemistry
Physics...

Mrs.Ethan Ruan

He stole my heart









Mrs. Ruan Jing Tian @ Ethan Ruan

Kawaiierestest!!

i had the most awesome-est night yesterday night... haha.. after i dont know honestly how long i sat down on the tar outside my home at 22.15 with my neightbour Aiman a.k.a kawaiierestest...!! dont ask why but just that.. haha... we spent nearly an hour doing nothing but talking on the tar.. about nothing at all MY GOD .. the last time i spent that long with him would have to be last year during the school holidays... i never go out of my home at night but wit Man is like senang gila.. hahahah...

I ♥ HIM!!!!

Two Years ago during the Christmas Party i had in my house.. haha!!

damn it

some weird idiotic thing has come out without me
expecting it but i don't care cause it is like a whatever thing to be exact
i want to seriously get it off my shoulder
but how am i to do so when i don't know
the source of it damn it la

Theory.. Hish

"Her theory is that relationship chemistry is made up pf give distinct parts, and while your prospective partner doesn't need to get top marks across the board, it's imperative that he gets a passing grade in all give areas.

Kirshenbaum suggests you ask yourself:

is it easy to be together?

do you have good physical chemistry?

do you have fun together?

do you feel safe with him, knowing that he won't lie, hurt you, humiliate or abandon you?

And do you respect him as he is right now (and does he in turn respect you)?

'If you have all five, he's Mr Right,' she says. 'But if even one of these is missing, he's Mr Wrong, because the missing dimension will grow like a cancer and [eventually] destroy your relationship.' "

Company

Its nice to know you have the company of someone it really helps you in many ways if don't have you aren't really missing out in the company of someone could be anyone parents grandparents Sib's relative friends... etc...if you don't want any of this have a blast with yourself have fun play around dress up or down dance fell the rhythm let loose feel free Cherish every moment of it all


nyegh i am babbling stupidity Again...
and am gonna continue...

Who You Are

Love a story which has no beginning
Love a story which has no ending
Take it as it is as it will bring you surprises
And happiness and also sadness
(its the package)
But it is life without it
You can never be who you are

Prayer

as i say my prayer
i think of you
knowing your devoted love
is to me
i stay and pray until the sunrises
feeling happy and rejoiced
knowing your here
never could i say thank you
as it's never enough
therefore i say
my love for you is eternal
hoping you realize
and know the way i feel

i am back??

i would treat you like a star and show you who you are
never telling you who your suppose to be whenever i am with you
i would walk with you down this empty road
never wasting time
showing you whats life
now i would bring back who i use to be
and show you who i am
without a tear at sight
i would be back
i knew i would be back

Random Rumble...

Saturday..

Woke up.Shower.Breakfast.
Rushed to school.
Lepaked in the canteen while the muslim students baca'd their Yassin
My guys mmg hv ntg better to do bt create stories... which i have to say is amusing
Entered class.Tookpictures since no teacher...
Principle passed my class.. noticed there were only 11 students kicked us into ZUHAL..
Adui i thought... but surprisingly they were as fun as we are.. haha...
Spent the day studying and bullying.... as usual..

Sunday

Woke up.Shower.Breakfast.Dance Class
Fun but somehow i was dead tired.. i dont know why but i was...
Pretty unusual for me... But i was.. went and saw my dad's bosses punya house..
dang i wish i had money to own that house.. haha
Went home had tuition...
Watched CAMP ROCK.. i liked the songs but the movie... OK OK LA...

Monday

Woke up LATE!!!!!!!!!!!! ran like mad.. rinsed myself.. mandi kerbau d'oh...
school was ok . boring.. i have to study more..!!!
gambate!!!!!!
while cooking or more like when my mom was cutting the chicken i put my finger right in the middle and ya.. you get the picture.. haha... have a pretty cut now.. haha

Tuesday which is today!!

woke up.showered.breakfast.
lepaked with my friends before perhimpunan..
did nothing left my physics book at home which made me feel mad!!
came home showered haha...
then helped me bro and while doing that i found this...

Susu

Lima belas tahun dahulu,
Semasa ibu masih ada susu.
Ibu memberi banyak benda,
penuh kasih, penuh cinta.

Cinta itu ialah apa,
Saya ada, adik juga.
Saya minum, adik bersama,
Akhirnya apa pun tidak ada.

Lima belas tahun lalu,
Adik sihat, saya juga.
Malangnya,ibu tidak sihat kerana,
Dia telah kehabisan susu.

Dengan isteri, telah berumah tangga,
Saya minta susu dia.
Dia malu bagi saya,
Akhirnya saya cerai dia
by,

http://kentthegent.blogspot.com/2007/03/humble-pantun.html

this also is from this guy punya blog

Have you ever wondered why A, B, C, D, DD, E, and F are the letters for bra sizes?
If you've wondered why, but couldn't figure out what the letters stood for, it's about time you were informed!
A- Almost boobs
B- Barely there
C- Can't complain!
D- Damn!
DD- Double damn!
E- Enormous!
F- Fake.

other than that nothing much...
now i am gonna settle myself in the kitchen making dinner for me and my brothers..
mmhmmm...
does mashed potatoes... sausages ... and fried eggs sound good??
well that's din tonight... haha!!

tata...
for now,
Mrs Le Coq

WESTLIFE!!

WESTLIFE

WESTLIFE
WESTLIFE
WESTLIFE
WESTLIFE

YES!!!
This group westlife!!!!! my fave boyband!!!
call me whatever you want but i still would love them till the end of time..
YES i know they rip other peoples songs but i still love listening to these irish man's
who are married with kids/ family / wifes/ lifepartners

I have been liking them since i was in STANDARD 4 ...
i have memorized almost every

single god damn song that they have sang
MY FaVE GUY who happens to be MARK Feehily happens to be gay but it is alright
HE IS STILL HOT!!

No matter what i would listen to them till i dont know when but i am sure i
would still listen to them on my death bed
haha!!!

YAY!! a WESTLIFE fanatic!!!
DAH CONFIRM GILA

BYE!!!

i am afraid walking talking dancing singing eating
all seems to be a blur
i am afraid of doing anything now
as i stare at you i see myself deteriorate
now i have lost it all
i will find the path i have been searching for as i find the new

arrggghhh!!!!

i malas la ... dah i tak nak la
dah mengarut!!
bye bye world!!!!

now i

now as i sit listening to the background *the tv*
i hear the sudden sounds that i have been longing for
now as i think of the years i have wasted

i cant help but disappear from you

now as i tell you my deepest darkest secret
i want to fly with you
now as i wait for the world change
i die without a sound

5.09

i just dont know
i feel that i just ruined everything
i want it back but i cant be like this
i am so unbelievable i should not do this
but it seem to ..
like i know what it is that i need
but at the same time i know it is right
and at the same time it is so wrong
what am i doing
haihs should be studying now..
uploading pictures seem to be fun but it only last for awhile
fun at school is increasing but i have to get more serious now
simply falling and tripping over nothing
tree's so green so wet i want to climb it
boo!!!