MY LAST JOURNEY HOME...

everyday
with hope in her heart
she walks out of school looking back
there
she spot the blue shirted guy
with butterflies in her stomach
she awaits him to reach her
with a big smile grin whatever you call it on her face
she takes a huge leap with him

everyday

they walk together
no matter what the situation may be
they talk
she'd laugh
she'd smile
no matter what the situation may be
she knew for sure that love's there

everyday
blue colored shirt guy
messes up her hair
she'd pull his
mess his more
gives him a kiss
and runs for her life

everyday
she walks with him
hoping every single second
it could be longer
she stares at him
hoping more than anything
for him to be by her side
always and forever

everyday
arguments are sparked
and made up at the end of the journey home
with tiny giggles
and i love you's

something that has gone on
for the past 2 years is now coming to an end..
i want my last walk from school
something to keep me by
for the years to come
as my last memory of him and i
on this last journey home...

??

If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it . Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late .





If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know... tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you . And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .





If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you... tell her/him. Maybe that person has always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.





If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it. Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.





If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.









If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it . Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today , and then tomorrow can be too late.

Randomness!

Who would you count on to…

Make you smile?
Family... Frens(Mich Sam Siti Alesia Mae Alia....)

Make you laugh?
Mich!!! Alia Siti


Have the best music?
i determine my own music la... haha


Be the most perverted?
Anthony


Give the best advice?
Michelle Chee Yi Fung


Dance the best?
SITI AMIRAH!


Be your shoulder to cry on?
Michelle...


Do something stupid with you?
SITI ALESIA MAE ALIA QISTINA


Teach you the most?
Michelle.... Sam...


Gang up on other kids with you?
SAMMY BANANY!


Rob a bank with you?
SAM!! HUBA!


Go to the principle's office with you?

Michelle!

Hurt you the most?

My love!


Dance crazy in public and dont give a crap what others think?
Siti Alesia Mae Alia


Be the mother figure of your “group”?
Michelle! hahaha


i tag...
Mae Siti Alesia Qistina Susu!

I tag MAE SITI QISTINA ANIS ALESIA SUSU ANTHONY!!!!!!!!!

TAG
MAE SITI QISTINA ANIS ALESIA SUSU ANTHONY!!!!!!!!!

Random
Single or Taken: single but taken.... choose for me... hahaha
Siblings: 2 younger brothers
Eye color: brownny
Shoe size: 7/8 i noe big foot..
Height: 5 inch 3 or isit 5 inch 4 oh well i dont really know
What are you wearing right now?: a billabong dress

Favourites
Kind of pants: boxers
Number: 5 baby!!
Animal: all...!!
Drink (non alcoholic): coke?? H2O ...???
Drink (alcoholic): i like em sweet...
Sport: DANCE!! soccer!
Month: December its the season to be jolly!!
Juice: Mix!
Favorite cartoon/anime character: Winnie the Pooh and Tweety!

Have You Ever...
Given anyone a bath: yes... kekeke...
Bungee Jumped?: in my list to do before i die!
Made yourself throw-up?: sadly ya...
Gone skinny dipping?: hmmm another thing on my list...
Eaten a dog?: NO WAY in hell!!
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: adui the tragedies of life...
Broken a bone?: Touch wood .. nah...
Played truth or dare?: a billion and 1 times.. plus the x rated ones as well... haha
Been on a plane?: NO!! *sobs*
Came close to dying?: many many many many times.. haha... i know i am a klutz!!
Been in a sauna?: ooo ya... oh....
Been in a hot tub?: YEAH baby!!!
Fallen asleep in school?: everyone has!!
Broken someone's heart?: i didnt want to neither did i wished to...
Cried when someone died?: ... yes...
Cried in school?: adui i am a sobber....
Fell off your chair?: YES a KLUTZ!!!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?: Not all night la...
Saved IM conversations?: IM's nah....
Saved e-mails?: Too Many!!
Used someone?: maybe... desperate times comes to desperate measures...
Been cheated on?: i dunno..

What is...
Your good luck charm? Myself.!!! *i mean u cant be carrying smtin all the time right??!*
New favorite song?: Honey Honey
What is beside you?: Koizora *movie* Things i want my daughter to know *book*
Last thing you ate?: cakoi
What kind of shampoo/conditioner: prefer, clear men, oats bran & honey

Ever Had…
Chicken pox: sadly no...
Sore Throat: Many gizzziiilllliiion times!
Stitches: touch wood no
Broken nose: nouch wood no!

Do You...
Believe in love at first sight?: believe it?? live it more i like it..!! haha
Like school?: missing it owedy!!! dang la!!!
Who was the last person that called you?: My dad..
Who was the last person you slow danced with?: myself.. arrrghhhh where is my dance partner need one soon!!!
Who makes you smile the most?: people..!! haha banyak org la
Who knows you the best?: a lot of people.. haha
Do you like filling these out: sort of yes no...
Do you have glasses or contact lenses? both!
Do you like yourself: i have to live with myself so i have to like myself to like other people so YES!!
Do you get along with your family?: YES!

Are You...
Obsessive Compulsive?: sadly.... !!! haha

Final Questions:
What did you do yesterday?: exam... in school!!
What car/truck do you wish to have?: my cars in the world!! but smtin damn fast
Where do you want to get married?: beach....*take note... haha*
Good driver?: learning process...
Have a lava lamp?: trying to get one!
How many remote controls are in your house?: i have no clue..
When you last showered?: morning before i left home...
Scary or Funny Movies?: i havent seen a good scary movie in ages... so COMEDY!
Chocolate or Vanilla?: i am a chocolate girl ! haha
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper?: rootybeer but beer be better.. haha
Skiing or Boarding?: skiing... never done it la...
Summer or winter?: both the combination if it... haha
Silver or Gold?: silver ring... gold heels.. haha
Diamond or pearl?: diamond ring.... pearl harbour.. haha
Sprite or 7up?: i have em 7 up finger. haha
Coffee or sweet tea?: both... haa
Phone or in person?: In person... smooch... haha
Are you oldest, middle or youngest?: Oldest.!

Today did you...
Talk to some one you like: YES!
Buy something: YES!! books...!!!!
Get sick?: Thank God and touchwood NO!!
Talked to an ex?: neh...
Miss someone?: yes yes yes yes yes yes my yes can go on.... aaaaahhhh........

Last person who....
Slept in your bed?: Mummy!
Saw/heard you cry?: Myself or my alter ego much better... haha
Made you cry?: human being...
Went to the movie with? Kimmy, D, My lil Bros,.... haha MADAHUHA!
Ever been in a fight with your pet?: no..
Been to Mexico?: NO
Been to Canada?: No
Been to Europe?: no.

Random...
Do you have a crush on someone right now?: No i have people baby!
What book are you reading now?: THINGS I WANT MY DAUGHTERS TO KNOW!!
Best feeling in the world?: calm...
Future KIDS names?: i will talk to my future husband and tell you...
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: yes!! all over my bed..
What's under your bed?: handphone.. i know bad radiation , Vicks, pensil paper.. ive got junk... haha
Favorite sports to watch?: soccer!
Favorite Locations?: earth!
Piercing/Tattoos?: 7 piercings.... tattoo on its way thinking of more piercings la
What are you most scared of right now?: Judgment day! results day!
Who do you really hate?: i hate a dot! heheheahaha
Do you have a job?: yes!! i am self employed!
Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: banyak d'oh... but no regrets!
Are you lonely right now?: YEAH!
Song that's stuck in your head right now?: If i were a boy Beyonce
Have you ever played strip poker?: YES! love it!
Have you ever been beaten up?: yes... haha ....
Have you ever been on radio/TV?: ya... couple of tv shows... drama dancing commercial...
Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed you?: i wudnt know now wud i...

RANDOM
What color is your underwear right now?: white = virgin.. hahaha
What’s the first things you notice about the opposite sex?: height...
Your Favorite Food?: i am a food lover so banyak la!
Ever got so drunk you didn’t remember the night before?: wanting to try!
Hair color?: brown..
Are you too shy to ask someone out?: Nope...
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?: Butter + Salt + Caramel + Hot Sauce = perfection!
Dogs or cats?: Dogs...
Favorite Flower?: white roses.. baby breaths... WHITE LILIES!!!
Have you ever fired a gun?: a real one with no bullet!
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?: never been on a plane...
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 3....

EST

Yesterday
Monday
24th November 2008
Biology 1
Biology 2
Biology 3

adui sakit hati.. well i dont like biology in general so it was kind of like hell but not hell
hahaha.... it wasnt hell.... but i did not enjoy the paper but i could do it...

Today
Tuesday
25th November 2008
Physics 1
Physics 2
Physics 3

it was tough tough tough.. nyegh... but managed to crap... the whol paper did not realy make any sense but i suceeded...
paper 3 was funny... no one knew what experiment it was so we all made up our own experiment... and we laughed our butts out talking bout it...

i guess Physics is cosidered to be our last exam paper as EST well .... no one i know will be studying for it... including myself ... haha!!!

Tagged By Mae 22nd November 2008.......

01. Compose a list of your top ten sexiest famous men.
02. Collect one picture of each guy on your list.
03. Post them in your journal.
04. Tag 15 people to do the same

It is not in order at all.... i just admire these folks...
HOT HOT HOT??!!!!

WADE ROBSON

PATRICK DEMPSEY

MARK FEEHILY

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

JOHNNY DEPP

HUGH LAURIE

KEVIN JONAS

RUSELLL BRAND

CRISTIANO RONALDO

ZAC EFRON


Tag 10 nie i malas la ;
: Siti , Suryyn , Anthony , Qistina , Alesia , Anis , Nisha, Nithya, Agnes , Natasha

Tagged By Mae October 28th for God's sake... argghh...!!!

Dear Justin

.I don't really know how to tell you this, but Our affair is over . I think I realized it when When I changed tennis shoes. Outside of Chicago and I saw you Sit on. I'm sure you're My John F. Kennedy-statue Ashamed enough to understand That I get turned on by garbage men . I'm returning Your false teeth to you, but I'll keep Your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I Always have felt dirty before Eggplant-fetishism. Fuck off now.

Inka


Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___,-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - CastratePink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Tagging : SITI, RAZAK, JUSTIN, KRYSTLE... hahaha

Picture

I love this picture!! its really nice... awwwww
thank u Krystle...!!

let it.....

a lot of things happen for a reason...
we never know what it is for until it fully shows its cover
how do we survive and let live
we always stand strong with what we have
with the truth at depth
nothing is ever right
how do we survive the nothingness that covers
people say they are strong but how strong is strong..
when can it be
how can it be
what will it be
why will it be
show the light that needs to shine
before and after the incident happens

Xm!

Today
Tuesday 18th November 2008
Additional Mathematics 1
Additional Mathematics 2
Moral

adui sakit hati d'oh....
add maths was ok la... like what Huba said "couldn't do but could do" ... yes the unlogicness of the both of us...
i guess we would be the only one's who would understand the double tongue twisterness of our bitter sweetness... aaawwwww....
ok stop...

Moral i know i screwed it... cz i did not study the nilai's as my kertas nilai was missing AWESOMENESS right??? kadaboom!!!!
so study pun mcm x study but i studied .. yay the Huba-ness is wiping itself on me... haha

that's it i guess....

Thursday Chem!!

for now Kadaboombang,
Nykyta

Weekend!!!

WooHOO!!!
Yesterday Rehersal at KLCC WAS FUN!!!
the studio it what you'd calla studio!!
STUDIO!! ooo sooooo BIG!
but according to Auntie Farah that wasnt the studiw we were suppose to reherse in...
the studio that we were suppose to reherse in is much much much bigger!! Hopefully we'd get to see it next week!!
I still have 6 more paper's to face which is = to 14 more papers...
Gambate!!!
I know i can do it.. i dunnoe why i am not taking it very seriously...
i am not soo keen on studies i guess....
I want to do stuff not related to studies but no matter what we all require our studies...
jeng!!!
i am getting the flu again.. i am feeling weak for no reason .. heahache is becoming frequent now. mabe examnation stress but i dont think so... xkan sampai ada pimple pun... adui... i need to do stuff...!! study! is a no no!!!

nyegh!
i went to susu's bday oon saturday it was ok and fun!!
his friends are well his friends.. i cant say much as we didnt talk... but it was fun with Krystle, Cheryl, Alia , Aila ANd Alesia.!! we talked and laughed a lot a lot a lot!!! haha!! it was so much fun with them!
haha!!
for now,
kadaboombang
Nykyta!

Miley!

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SPM 2008

SPM started on
Tuesday 11 November 2008!
Bahasa Malaysia 1
Sejarah 1
Bahasa Malaysia 2

BM i had fun yet it was still a strugel as my Bm aint that great
but the spotted questions that i bough online had a similar karangan to My SPM paper
which was cool!! lol!!

Wednesday 12 November 2008
English 1
English 2
Sejarah 2

I cuaked a lot for my Sejarah as it is not my subject SERIOUSLY!!!!
English was fun! I love writting gibrish ... ESSAY was so much FUN!!!!
Sejarah was a relieve cause the spotted questions did come out!!!
WOOHOOO!!!!
really hoping for a credit or at least a B3 or maybe put my hopes up wit an A2!! haha

Thursday 13 November 2008
Mathematics 1
Mathematics 2

Takut takut + last min study haha... covered at the last min on how to solve a few of the questions!!! haha!!! and i managed to!!
Everyone was laughing as the paper was quite i really have to say easy.... bt i takut the A1 + A2 Scale would be higher..!!! NYEGH!!!!

Next week Add Maths Moral n chemist!

4 papers down 6 more to go!!!
GAMBATE!!!!

Doggie Day Out!!

SMK WANGSA MELAWATI.... blues.....

i sit and stand,
look and stare,
ponder of what might be,
i realized school has ended.

feeling a feeling that never occurred
getting the touch of every heart
people you never acknowledge finally scream
knowing the not knowing with a bitter sweet dream

caring and sharing all these years
never bother of the future ahead
now all there seem to be is starting a new life
deserting those you choose to be close with over the course of 5 years

people come and go
those you loved and cared
stayed engraved in your heart

knowing and learning from those who sacrificed
changed the out going of life
thank you teacher first and foremost
you will stay forever in our hearts *or at least mine hehe*

people , friends
i've known and not known over the years
i would like to say thank you for the years we shared
now that's left is memories of the past
so now let us begin our future

as to every ending there is always a beginning
as life takes a toll
and allows us to move on


People , Friends , Teacher, Auntie, Uncle, Relatives, Parents and all the rest....
I would like to send out my sincere apology for all the mistakes i've made through out the years
and would love to make amend with anyone and everyone...
And also Thank You to those of you who have been there all these years...

Nyegh i am gonna stop cz it sounds like i am dying
just its that....
School's done with and all that's left is to sit for my SPM paper...
So best of LUCK to all my friends who are sitting for SPM!!!!
GAMBATE!!!!
ooo and teachers were very emotional today at school i felt for them... arrrgghh.... i love 'em teachers....
I am pretty sure Pn Leela would remember me... haha *i screamed "TEACHER U SO CUTE!!"*
hahah!!

i find myself lost

a new dance has taken me over
the tune that shines from under
now that the stars are bright
as the clear blue sky i seem to be lost forever
will i settle in this depth
will i find the truth
i am lost in this shack
for the settlement that lingered
now set me dancing
with the truth singing
tip toeing to its inner shine freedom
now will you tell where my dance disregarded me??
i will stay and shine under the dimness of your heart

moooooLah...

Ive been procarstinating!!!
BADLY!!!!
Should begin the intensive stuff but nahh.....
School was ok today
Received weird stares from everyone
kena bullied from that ass... nyegh i love you...
lol
got sejarah ramalan stuff...
n sleept the whole day !!!
now need to study??!!!
lets see if it would happen
lol
tommorow there is a hi-tea thingy that would go on in school and we would receive moolah *ka-ching!!!*
lol!!

rest in peace

DANCE dance DANCE dance Dance
That's all i do
Sing sing Sing
Like a toad in two
I love you
DaNcE

Music !!!

i am going nuts..
blogging has been like a lost soul to me... i want to but words keep on slipping from me.... i dunno why but i wish to begin again..
i might disappear for awhile now...

haih....
a lot of controversial stuff going on its so sad and annoying and frustrating la!!!!!

Ok so i decided to chop my hair off!!! WooWOOtttt!!!!! lol...
yes and no one really approved of it...
but knowing me... i did it !!!!

shorty hair!!!!!

unbelievable !!!!

now preparing for my SPM Next week my reason for my disappearance la!! hehe....
but see la how long i can tahan!!!

for now

kadaboombang!!,

Nykyta!