Trust??

I have always loved you

I have always cared for you

I have always trusted you

But i gave up after awhile

I love you, oh so very much

It's hard to explain why i am like this

I don't know why i can't talk

I always assume that you are running from me

I feel as if i tend to control you

And i feel bad, so i back off

I keep on hoping you will open up

Only to find that you drift away from me

I want us to go on

I want us to be stronger

I just can't talk as i don't know what to say

I try to speak but i feel as if you would hurt me with each word

I control myself hoping to be stronger

But it just breaks me, helping me to shed more tears

I don't want to cry anymore

I don't like sounding like an over controlling person

But it is how i feel

I don't want you to drift from me

And i know that you are the one for me

Help me be stronger

Help us out of this rut

Help us to open up

Help us to be more secure with each other

Maybe i am just over reacting

I just want to say that i am sorry

By Nykyta