!@#$%^&*

Im actually crushed... not being able to compete in the HSM...
i want to blame it on me... but a lil understanding would have made a diff... i love performing...
i feel bad though ... i should not... my dad too is disapprove of what happened... but it doesnt matter...i am very happy... but who am i kidding right... it doesnt realy matter... i will do what i usually do and what i am good at... SMILE and let people know i AM VERY HAPPY....!!!
haha..... but i am happy.... yay!! why .. i have no reason at all... cause in actual fact i feel like murdering myself... yahoo!!! can i curse in my blog??? well here goes!!!!

"!@$%#@$%^*&^%!$^*(^&^$@#^*(((&^%$!@@#$%^&*&^%$#!@#$(*&#!@!
#%$%!^%^&*&*&$^$#!#!$@$%^#$%*&^!*&*^&%&#(*&#^))_()*&^%@#$%^&**"

DAH PUAS!!!

kk... i will post in a bit...
BYE!!