TODAY!

i woke up at 8:10 at the sound of my dad calling my name.. i panicked , i looked and ran towards the toilet looked at my dad outside the toilet and said
"OH GOD , PA GIVE ME 10 MINUTES!!"..
Striped so fast and immedieatly shower
*but sempat to have the imagination wonder off* .
Walked down the stairs so fast thinking
"OH GOD IM LATE" . "
Hey Pa is still sleeping " i said ,
"No he is awake already" , said Ma.
We left home at 9:50, Pa said "How am i gonna make it to the office on time" ,
i just stared at him. Picked Lim up, and left to my dad's office !
*Thank Goodness he decided to send us or we would have been late*
We reached my dad's office and Uncle Rustam sent us to Mae's house.
JUST PERFECTLY ON TIME,
i spoted Mae's house cause i saw Razak's BLUE KELISA! haha...
Masuked Mae's place and said Hi to her dad, and left to Auntie Shoo San *or Susan or .... i have no clue how to spell her name sorry...*
We weregiven time to memorize the script and all but well i aint that great the memorizing stuff but i guess i did OK...

Mae and i were given the roles of the pre-U / college girls, it was fun and Lim, Razak and Kline*sorry i dont know how to spell you name but its the same as CK* tried fo the role of the macho good looking desiarable *kononnyer* stud! aww!! it was funny , i screwed up quite a bit but i had an awesome time with all of em!

We only ended the casting @ 2:40 when Mae's mum, Auntie Penny came to fetch Mae.
I was suppose to follow Mae to the LRT but Razak offered a ride , Lim and i didnt decline.
We went for lunch at KFC. After lunch we stoped by Razak's home, i was suppose to surprise Siti but, that busuk wasnt there. So i ringed her up and told i her i was at her place,
YES SHE HATES ME TO HAVE BEEN @ HER PLACE WHEN SHE WASNT.
Lim & Razak played on the guitar, AWWWWWW they are good, but theire voice serak! haha! But awesome , videos are posted on Facebook.!
Then the both of em played with the soccer ball, i was ignored till Lim decides to whack me on the head with the ball!!
i ran after him and well hited him!! and SITI ARRIVED after my konon playing*standing & watching!*
We talked while the boys did theire thing.. laughed a lot a lot alot i tell you! it was awesome with them. Siti & Razak went and showered leaving me with Lim, Humairah & Hakim.
My goodness they are wow cute! well they are lil kids they can get annoying but they were nice! haha...
Humairah played with my camera she insisted of taking my pictures, she styled me with my scarf and she took more pictures..
while that was going on, Hakim sat beside me with the newspaper.
He said
"There are 20 football teams altogather now guess the ranking of the teams",
i was like "Oh Ok" and i guessed almost all of it right!
they were so cute!!!! Ughhh!!!!
Siti and Razak came and they both sent Lim & i all the way home, with us *Siti & i * bullying Razak, *sorry Zakky!*

I honestly have to say today was a really awesome day i've had after my SPM , it was so simple yet so extravagent!
Thank You Very Much
Hakim!!
Humairah!!
Lim!!
Mae!!
Razak!!
Siti!!






PS
Watch Bella's Lullaby AWESOME

Fuck off!

i am honestly tired!
HONESTLY SICK AND TIRED
I've cried so many tears till i cant shed another tear

i really don't like it when there is a bloody comment bout my body image! i noe i am not perfect but i also noe that i cant go down to a size "0" @"1" @"2" , so i am happy with what i have and been blessed with there is no denial with the fact that i would love to shed a few pounds, but who doesn't.
when people tell me i am fat or say stuff that only leads to that matter it hurts! but they don't realize so i have build a shell a big self defence of hurting people physically , it hurts but not for long.. nice right

fuck la ..!!!!!
i am too tired too fed up too i dunno but there is a fucking shit bloody long list!!!!

fudge!!!

Stereotype!
ugh
why oh why

models have to be 5'10" , size "0" and white??!!!

everyday we see people on the street who are becoming more and more like these "things" you see on the runways , magazines and tv.... it's very sickening and scary !!! we all *refering to those people who hire models and always require what they had wanted or have been judge to have* have to realize that these people look up to them as insperation , as icons, as role models to build confidence for the everyday life we face.... YES clothes are much mcuh more easier to design for a size zero but i dont see the point of it at all, cause your average gourgoes looking women are not a size ZERO !!!!! these designers dont get the fact that a lot of people force themself to stay thin as in into a size zero to fit in , to be accepted into the so called society .
KIDS ARE BEHAVING LIKE BITCHES!!!! which is awesomely bad sad reality!
They want to be what they see...!
I feel very disgusted to be living in such reality..
Why cant we appericiate what we have and what there is...
i just dont get the world, where people are not satisfied... and hurt each other
people who have such small sized bodies want to lose weight saying that they are FAT???!!!
i look at them and think... are you noe calling me a whale????
they dont get it that when they are small and skinny, that there are people who suffer from weight problem
these people are called SKINNY BITCHES!!!


i dont like yapping around bout this, its a very sensitive topic but the people who read this please
FOR GOD'S SAKE
RESPECT YOURSELF AND OTHERS AS WELL
LOVE THY SELF TO LOVE OTHER'S

coo coo i was!

I went a bit derange mad la.!!!
I was with my uncle and aunt ..
*I've been with my uncle and aunt a lot lately*
so here are 2 pictures of me doing ass-ed up stuff

ooo aaaa
boobies
googly eyes!
haha!
love
love
love

MEMORIES FOR A REASON

Yes instead of my blog being
EMPTY
i am changing it back to what
my heart have always desired/liked
MEMORIES

nojdeahfwesf

as i shed some tears on this piece of paper i am trying to remember why i am weeping. i sit, stare, wonder, why did i let it be this way, so many doors open, so many chances.... but at the end of it all. i still fall into the mud. bahaha. no point for the tears . useless. as the days go es by i think . what is it that i have

jerk

When ever a new story begins
the old one ends
when you think you did it all right
i seem to take the trash
you showed me the truth ,
what you though would be right
but its all crap at the end
you think i fool around,
while i make friends
you amuse a lot
without having my explanation
jealousy seem to over come you
self confidence only appears when you are with them
i am a toy to you
a fished up piece you found
i am nothing to you
words you say simply don't mean much
cause its what you think its right
you say it right at times
yet you get it wrong too


nyegh ignore this , its for me to blab

waterfly

I've been cooped up by you,
so many times ,
hurt seems to be the game,
i wanted out but never works,
i hurt and hurt a lot along the way ,
i am no toy,
i am no gadget,
make up your mid,
choose,
decide ,
now ,
or before i find the path I've been longing for ,
comes before its time,
share with me the world,
or you would lose this world ,
now,
choose,
decide,
before the butterfly flutters away

Taged!

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
~ with whom?? the guy i am currently dating ke the one who made me do this survey???

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
~rang
~bang.
~fang..
~tang
~dang

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you
~the dating one?? said some stuff... hahaha.... i am a loser when it comes to this .. haha... hopeless la the guys we have around us today!

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
-*blur!*

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
~currently i am with that person ... ??

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
smile and said things are not meant to be so let it be

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
- a lot of things but too many to say so i will leave it be....

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
~ cz both of us are stubborn heads

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
- a lot of things but no point stating cz no one has ever appericiated it!

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
~ i will pass this question!

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- a bitch??? or a fluff !??

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- fluff

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- nothing i guess

14. The most person that you wanna be is?
~MYSELF NO ONE CAN BE ME!

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
- keep in touch! plz!

16. Ten people to tag: not necessary for u to post it on ur blog.
1. fatimah
2. huba
3. siti
4.alesia
5. elle
6. anthony
7. qistina
8. mae
9. krystle
10.aisya azli

.17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
me

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
- female

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
neither of em are les , so no

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
frens ya!

.21. What is no. 1 studying about?
i have no clue!??

22. Is no. 4 single?
YES

23. Say something about no. 6
TONY adriana!!!

My Mom My Love

Today 23rd December 2008
i went out with my lovely mummy!!! well it started out like any other day, i told her lets go for a Hindi movie, since she loved Hindi movie very much. And there wasn't any electricity at home. So out we went to KLCC....* I am honestly gonna get sick of KLCC soon!! * We arrived @ KLCC , wanting to purchase the tickets to the new Hindi movie, but found out that they don't have any Hindi movie! dang! so me and my mom were set to watch "ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING" !!!! Honestly it was a good movie.! i did not expect a British movie to be good.. but yes it was! i would recommend it to anyone who simply wants a good laugh! haha after the movie i waited for my aunt and uncle they fetched us, we went for evening tea at this club called club aman, then all by a sudden i remembered that i actually performed there once! haha! funny flash back of weird memories... so we came home... i had fun with the love of my life, my mom!!!!

Updated for the god forsaken!

WOW!

i had an awesome-ly busy & tiring week

Last Sunday 14th December 2008

Lim's Birthday!
i had rehearsal in the morning as usual but i left early and i wasn't feeling so well as it was the time of the month. I left KLCC, was on the way to the LRT , gave Michelle a call to find out that she was just near by, so i hitched a ride with her back to her home. Bought KFC for Lim's Bday party. Went to Michelle's place showered and left...
Once there , the boys said they needed a ride to go get stuff.. and so Michelle drove them.
While waiting Nicole, Samantha, Jing Wen and my self decided to eat... We ate and saved some for Michelle... they came back after bout an hour , within that hour of waiting i found something that really hurt me , so i am gonna try to forget it.. but it's impossible... We left after the cake cutting ceremony ended.. It was the most lamest and boringest party ever organised... I am so sorry but there are better ways to organise parties... gagaga!
okie the day ended.!

15th December 2008
i dun remember what i did... i think i was at home the whole day doing nuts...
haha

16th Dcember 2008
Woke up, Michelle fetched me to get books for our younger brothers from the school. And went to her place to rest a bit... Woke up and went to Central Market to check on our class sweater.
FOOD! And had lunch at bangsar's well known Indian cuisine restaurant NIRVANA .. SEDAPSEDAPhehe
went back to Michelle's house , showered and left to watch SEVEN DEADLY SIN'S . Shern , one of our friend wrote the script for WRATH and i honestly have to tell you the play was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! After the play , we had supper/dinner at sentul, it was good dim sum. hehe
reached home around 12:30 and slept off..

17th December 2008
I went off the genting for a presentation, my uncle's company . It was freaking AWESOME !!!!
cause genting was an impossible place to drive! I am not kidding.. the mist was so thick that , when you drove the furthest thing you could see was actually just the front of the car , which was not safe neither was it clear at all..!! but we made it and we actually found the place!
Once it was done we went up to the main Genting! haha... walked around, and had snack. We had ICE CREAM!!!! oooo i have this bad habit, which is eating ice cream when the weather is extremely cold! haha... it just calms the body down , it doesn't make any sense but it does to me! haha... We walked and took pictures... silly ones i may add... We left Genting and came back down to KL with my aunt telling me stories of my relatives and there old life... it was nice but scary! Had dinner in Desa Setapak and went home. Aiman came over at around 11:30 , both of us studied for our computer examination which was the next day.. we stoped at around 1am and i slept after he left!

18th December 2008
woke up early to study but i was so lazy i did not really pay attention ! haha.... Aiman and i left, he drove , yes Aiman drives without his licence , bahhhh everyone does.!! Half way there i remember i forgot to bring my e-card.. so we turned around and got the card.. thank got but it was no use AT ALL!!! ish! Went to the place to take the exam. and the crowd was well crowd! too many people! We waited for about 3 hours to sit for our exam... While waiting this girl told me that she had been waiting for the past 7 hours... it was because the system was down. how stupid can it get... dang la! But thank god! i PASSED i didn't really study but i passed.. Aiman sent me to Gombak , and my uncle picked me up..
i had a really awesome dinner it was steamed yam, i did not expect the taste to be that good but it was way way way good!

19th December 2008
Woke up and got the chance to use the lap top, a funny lil lap top i may add.. the numbers and letter's loved skipping around! funny... was online doing nuts as i wasnt sure how to work it... lol. disturbed Razak a lot.. hehe.. he is an amusing lil creature..! hehe sorry Zakky... And i was suppose to go for a movie which x jadi... did nothing but stayed on the computer and uploaded all the picute's from my PD trip on to FB!..

20th December 2008
Did nothing much lazied a lot went for a movie.. my uncle wanted to watch BODY OF LIES.. MY GOODNESS a bloody long long long movie 2 hours and 40 minutes a boring but O.K movie.!!!!
had dinner and that's it! haha!

21st Dcember 2008
Woke up left to KLCC, looked at toys"r"us and tried finding stuff for my cuzz who are coming from POLAND! and we did find stuff!
Came home and i was too dead tired to do anything i was so sleepy i couldn't move haha!
i wasn't paying much attention to anything anyone was saying !
haha!

22nd December 2008
Woke up, actually planned to sleep the whole day but found out Nicole had dengue and she was admitted @ Tawakal Hospital, Michelle fetched me and we went to see her... she is recovering and would be discharged on Wednesday! just before Christmas.! i watched the NANNY DIARIES and absolutely loved it! and now i am blogging!!!

haha!
boring right my life

Christmas

i was in OU n i think this was awesome!

Coffee Shop Landon Pigg

I love this song...
So simple, yet so meaningful

nuts

actually i am really in a mood to write myself a letter to let me know how good life can get but at the same time i am extremely lazy... so tomorrow i hope it would be done.. haha!

randomness off msn!

the sky is blue!

i love u!

tooo many people

so i sing a song !

oh seems like such fun til you lose what you have won

dont talk to me

as you can see

wtf?

my heart go low

i am emo

PLEASE I'M LOST

huh??

I'M EMO TOO

ohh..

shutt upp la


i'm singing this song

which youve been playing along

oh look by the sky

did you see my smile

all nite long

in a mile


it rhymes

you know i'm better

so i'd beg to differ

SITI AMIRAH!

thinking about you,
and i saw birds cracking their heads
smashing their brains like mine
cause i have such friends...
cause i have such FRIENDS!!
WHO LOVES MEEEEEEEEEEEE

....!

irritation!
yay!
thats what i had to say
IRRITATION!

My Holiday Vacation with the Family

Well I'M BAAAACCCCCKKKK.....!!

where from??






PORT DICKSON
EAGLE RANCH RESORT







i left to Port Dickson(PD) on Thursday 11th December 2008 with my family , both my mom's siblings and their family...
we left home around 0900 ... reached PD at about 1045 - 1100.. We walked around the place.. I tell you , it is simply awesomely B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L ... It was love at first sight.... aaaawwwww....
Its totally like a cowboy town...
We all changed and left to the BEACH...
First we drove all the way down to Teluk Kemang*if i am not mistaken of the name of the place* found parking and stuff.. Walked towards to beach, then we wanted to ask my mom and aunt *maiju* to sit but they wanted to charge us RM40 just for the shade... so we said no thank you and was bout to leave this particular area to go to the other side, my uncle*monster* said let's go on the banana boat and of course i was over the fence exited... hehehe... but since there was my mama, dad, bro, moti, my self, sanju and monster on it.. The older folks insisted on a slow ride , it wasnt all so so slow but it was well fast but not the the extent of the very fast terbalik kind.. i wanted to terbalik one.. haha... we got of it and left to the private beach... oh yes !

once we got there .. i saw black right at the shore ... but once we stepped inside it was simply seaweed... and goodness ... it was gorgeous.... i found a crab and i picked it up, it was a tiny baby.. my dad found one slightly bigger and he showed me... i played with the crab for awhile and i allowed it to go back into the ground .. My dad, mama, monster, vivandra , sanju and myself had tons of fun playing a big blue ball monster bought.. in the end i taught my brother vivandra to float while the old farts tried to balance the ball.. haha... we sat near to the shore and had the weirdest fight ever

SEAWEED FIGHT!!!

we started throwing seaweed at each other and well it hurts but it was fun.. Monster , my dad and i were in one group while Vivandra and Sanju were in one.. haha.. My group won.. yes picking on the lil ones are much much much more fun...

Went back to the resort after awhile and went straight to the swimming pool i had to change my blouse as i was wearing a tshirt... In the swimming pool we played water polo.. ahahah... the cheating that took place was ridiculously stupidly mad but nonetheless fun.!
i taught my dad to float (it seems that i had the urge to teach people to float .. geee... lol) and after he did, he looked like a lil kid who did something for the first time . right than he told me that was my first time i ever floated .. and i couldn't help but laugh... yes an evil child , but MY GOODNESS he is 52 and it is the first time he has ever swam... he has been to swimming pools and stuff but not swim... haha
we went to the Jacuzzi to soak for a bit. it was really good for my back (my back has been wonky these day) . Ran back to the cabin i was staying in , took a bath got the kids out to moti's room, and waited for the adults to have dinner at the watering hole *a pub u can din there as well* i had my famous Cantonese mee hoon. while the rest had whatever it is that they had.. i knew my aunt was getting a cake so i was waiting for it all night but well it did not come... then my aunt became slightly hyped up as she wanted to karaoke something i have never done before but decided to in the end if sanju and vivan would do it, and they said they would .. so it was monster and moti they did a Hindi number, yes my uncle has an awesome voice but my aunt made funny noise as she had not guts to sing..........!!!!!!!!! then it came to Sanju , Vivan and me , Inka's turn, well i started the song and both of em cowardly walked away so i was stuck and i laughed and no choice i stopped singing *btw it was HOUNDDOG!!!*
Then the cake came but it was an utter surprise for me as it was suppose to be for my aunt and uncle's 9th wedding anniversary but it turned in to a birthday affair as well they cake was for Asha my maiju, Myself and moti and monster's anniversary.... it was a really nice chocolate cake but..... i was *and still am* having tonalities... and to top things off it is really scared...!!!! so i couldn't really enjoy the cake.... haihs..... we were all really tired so we left off to the room ...

Everyone fall flat on their bed as soon as they went in.. i had to get the contact lens case from my aunt and also steal her pillow haha.. i need to cover my face and sleep so dont scold me... lol!

woke up with my mom constantly talking to me as she had woke up asking for the time...
Showered and packed up..
We had breakkie !! it was really good!!! i love food YUM YUM!!!
Played archery..!!!
i did not want at first as i am not good at any given games but archery was a different thing all together... it was awesomeness...!!! HONESTLY I WOULD GO ALL DAY!!!! hehehe...
after that we really wanted to go go-carting but the road was still damp so we decided to check out and go to the other track and we were lucky as the track wasn't all wet and stuff ... i love love love love love go-carting and i honestly cant believe this but i love speed... i told my dad if i were to have a car , he better watch out cause i am gonna speed the hell out!!! haha..!!!!
i won the first round!! i spined during the second but it was awesome!
we all went for lunch somewhere near by and left back to KL....


i seriously had an awesome time with my family it was a awesome experience...
haha!!
i wish to have another one soon!!!!!
so lets see how soon is soon!! haaha!


# pix will be up soon... ! hehe!

Words??!

Everyday words scatter my head
tens, hundreds, thousands, millions, billions, trillions of em...
what do i do with these words
how useful would they be to me if i keep em
how can i stand and par take in this world of words
they fly all around me
i see them with each breath i take
they became my world since i took s big step into this world
beautiful rhymes , tales, sentences have been made with these words
how thankful i am
knowing , being brought up in a world filled with beautified letters put together

TSHIRT!

Shontelle Lyrics
T-shirt Lyrics

Guys THINK!

I think guys should really read this post so that you won't get in trouble with girls and you'll manage to get what they actually mean or think when girls say these words....

FINE

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES

If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING

This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine".

GO AHEAD

This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

LOUD SIGH

This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

THAT'S OKAY

This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS

A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.

WHATEVER

It's a woman's way of saying $@&#! YOU!

DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT, I GOT IT

Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself .

Poem Courtesy of Shern Chong! For My Bday!

By Shern Chong

She stands alone, right on the line,
being told that following dreams is a crime.

She stands alone, surrounded on both sides,
with eyes on her and she cannot hide.

She walks alone, fearing mistakes,
and the regret and injuries she will make.

She crosses alone, the bridge of dreams,
a foot in numbers, a foot in hymns.

She decides alone, the path before her,
to walk in silence and submission, or dance along in euphoria.

She feels alone, with objections around,
and hears not the whispers and helping hands above the sounds.

She fights alone, against
but this is the gift of human dignity.

She isn't alone, right on the line,
as long as her heart is strong she will be fine.

She isn't alone, surrounded on both sides,
the people with faith in the star she will be, oh so bright.

She isn't alone, fearing mistakes,
for learning is the secret to face her limits to break.

She isn't alone, the bridge of dreams,
is much much closer and vivid than it seems.

She isn't alone, the path before her,
so ahead she steps...there goes the Dancer.



So dance.

THE BIG ONE SEVEN!

OK Officially I TURN 17 AT 12.48am

I was born on the 5th of December at 0048

and I have been receiving sms, and messages on my facebook from everyone I know... I would simply like so say

THANK YOU
VERY MUCH IT SIMPLY
MEANS A LOT TO ME....!!

Here is the list in order


* (personal) *

Cheama*Aunt*
Granma
Vivandra*baby bro*
Novendra*bro*
Ama
Appa
Anthony
Jing Wen
Lim Sern Liang
Udesh Balan
Ethan
Kuhelan

* (sms) *

Kavia (i honestly did not expect from him)
Christian (Bunny)
Lava Akka (sista)
Hubanishan
*unknown number*(sorry)
Michlle
Samantha!!
Aiman
Nicole
Alia
Rushydi
Hanittha Chitii
Kelly
Uncle Vivi
My Aunt
Aisyah
Alesia



* (facebook) *

Ryan
Shahila
Justin*baboon*
Manraj
Nisha
Aila
Catherine
Krystle
Jojan*jojo*
Jia Yi
Razak
Awe
Aqil
Alfin
Kahar
Aster Kyle
Hanittha
Natasha
Mr. Hobbit Foo Foo *Uncle Albert*
Nisha Natasha
Audrey
Harvin
Auntie Sarina
Sukvinder
Laveinya
Lydia Ong
Mecleena
Ann Chung
Joshua
Raja
Auntie Zu
Anisha
Mae
Ho Soon Yoon
Putrina
Leong Yen Ching
Nesha
Shern

* (msn) *

Sonia
Jonathan

I had a blast
on my birthday i celebrated it with my friends.. They came in two cars...
Ethan Baked me a cheese cake *OK it wasn’t baked but it was cooled to be shaped in the refrigerator* Then Nicole Udesh called me, rushed me to Nicole’s car... i was like ""what???"" . They said "HURRY HURRY" ran and got my slippers. They said faster before it dies "WWHHhATt?? Something that’s' alive??"

*I stand directly behind Nicole's Car boot*
they Surrounded me
is\ stared at the boot..
*boot Open*
*Gasp*
"TADAA"
LIM SERN LIANG WAS IN THE BOOT!!!!
*he could have died in there that is all i could think of*

We left to Delicious located in Bangsar in two cars
Arrived at Delicious ordered CHOCOLIOUS SUNDAE!!! My fave dessert at the moment! hahaha!!! Then my cake arrived hahaha...
My friends sang for me *ridiculously LOUD i tell you!!* And i could not stop laughing... and i blew my candles..... When you hand over the knife to an OCD + KLUTZY person with the cake tray on top of a plate ... it’s a call for disaster...!!
haha... but i managed it.. I divided the cake into a perfect proportion of 12 .. Everyone had one piece except ONG JING WEN! haha.....
It’s ok Jingy Wingy! ha-ha..
It was really really good cake!! Solidly heaven so i officially hate Ethan ! He makes the bestest desserts!!
We left DELICIOUS and went off to Midvalley.. Woohoo...
as we got there.. We didn’t do much but walked around.. ish...With ba beside me.. nyehehe...
I was treated to a movie.. BOLT 3D... awww... Bolt was so adoyerble when he was a puppy.. aww....
Had Mcd.. Actually more like stole food from my friends.... hehe..
had Dinner at the APARTMENT... hehe....
Left went home.. got clothes.. Went to Michelle's House to watch TITANIC.. yes a really emotional movie... awe... they really were meant for each other...
Came back home... and wow... i slept till really really late...

The 6th December..

i woke up really late...
played the YUKELAYLE *i think its spelt wrongly now hehe* i can "FOR LISA "
hehe...
bought dinner... Chinese food.. Bought Dinner for mom grandma and aunt and uncle... Bought me birthday cake .. *CHOCOLATE VANILLA ICE CREAM CAKE!!*
Came home had dinner ... lepaked with the family took silly pictures of me with the cake.. heheh...
They sang happy birthday for me.. the lights were all switched off... i blew the candles... and i screamed... my brothers join and so did my aunt... it was awesomely funnly fun amusing crazy nice beautiful way to finish my birthday!
i fed my mom dad granma brothers then when it came to my aunt and uncle .. My aunt insisted on feeding me instead of me feeding them.. i immediately knew... well they fed me... the my uncle splattered some on my face i took a huge chunk and fed him and plastered it on his face... haha!!...
we watched videos of my brothers on the computer .. they left.. i went up to read my book while msging Huba i tertido.. hehe

I have to honestly say
two cake this year
two birthday celebration
with the ones i love
it was perfect!!!!

Loverly Me

Okie dokie...

Yesterday
3rd December 2008

after what... 2 years plus i finally confessed to my parents bout my relationship ... haha
they were pretty cool bout it... i really did not expected it... but i know deep down inside something else was playing... haha.... well it wen something like this

*fidgitting in my room prancing and called my brother upstairs*

*Novendra in my room*

How How.. Should i tell ama n appa bout my bf...??
Huh? tell la. i think they won't mind
but but i know its argh... if they ask em questions how
then don't tell it would be easier
Dove seriously how..
tell them la..
*Noven left the room*
noven me

nyegh....
*walked downstairs*
hmmm pa....
see your brother tried to scare you and you are still scared
*fidgit*
what would you ....... if.... i say..... i ....... hmmmm... got .... a boyfriend
who is it ?
what would you do..
why la inka????
this is why i dont want to tell cause ama would say stuff
who is it?
a guy from school..
Anthony is it?
NO WAY!!!
hmmm... hmmm
who ? you would have to tell me eventually...
Hubanishan...
who is that?
that guy who came over here during Deepavali..
*my dad puzzel look*
*grin*
how long
about on and off 2 years
now only you telling me
*teehee hee*
as long you know your limits...

Mom Dad Me

argghhh it felt ok la..
i expected worst...
so ok !!
hehehe

stayed up late watching Sisterhood of The Traveling Pants 2
it was good!
i really love the movie...
but i think those who read the book must not have loved it...
its ok i did not read it..... yet .. hahah


this morning
4th December 2008
woke up feeling happy
yes its my birthday tommorow...
wanted to colour my hair
and yes i called up Mich asked her whether i should...
she said you look nice whatever it is
called up Nic ask her to join
we went and highlighted our hair..
Honestly its OK but..... it looks very chinese on me.... so i have to cover it up for a while...
especially while i work .. *kadaboombang..!* i just wish that the colour would be lighter... seriously...!

ba asked me out tomorrow... which feels nice.. i love it when he askes me out instead of me asking him... haha... *lame-ly old school..* Michelle called me to ask what i am doing i said nothing but Huba asked me out... so we are all currently gonna meet up tommorw to Midvalley...
Ok midvalley weird but ok la... honestly i have never really been around midval... My girls *Michelle and Nicole * are driving so no need for the uncomfretableness on the bus and train... but then its gonna be 2 kancil *i think* fitting in 8 people... it is very possible but whoa *SQUASCH!*

ok stop blogging for now... think i am out to Midval with the family kut... adui!
hahah!!


love kadaboombang,
Nykyta!

vivandra under the black light!

cats & tree

My cats under the Christmas Tree

Tuesday...

holiday wow ** fullstop**

there seriously is noting...
it's just plain boring this year..
but then...... yesterday it was funny... i was on-line and so was Anthony... tiba2 we decided to go watch a movie.. left home to KLCC.. as soon as we arrived we bought ticket's for TWILIGHT.. Went for the movie.. as soon as it began i was irritated... adui sakit hati... Truth be told.. if you did not read the book.... than no complains ... but if you did than that's another story.....they actually missed out half the bloody book.... ooo the author Stephanie Meyer was in the movie but a short bit... had a long long long long talk with Anthony... it was fun and all... we walked to the Aquaria saw tiny POTBELLY SEAHORSE ... he sent me back home.. i guess like the perfect gentlemen.. came home soaking wet from the rain ... i love rain!! haha not the korean singer ok... other than that i guess there werent much that happend yesterday... today nothing aso la... the whole day ive been with my cell phone messaging Huba... nyegh... haha
i did manage to colourfulfy the christmas tree.. it well looks great... haha *self praise helps the soul lol...* my cats started messing around with the christmas ornaments they are soo cute yet so jahat... lol

.....

When
words fail,
Music speaks

Hans Christian Andersen

200 randomness!

1. Have you ever peed your pants after age 8? NO!
2. Who do you have a crush on now? My love
3. Would you date someone you met online? Why not?
4. Do you wear deoderant? YES
5. Do you hate yourself? NO
6. Have you ever met a celebrity? Many...
7. Do you like tongue twisters? YES I DO I DO!
8. Do you have a boyfriend? YES I LOVE HIM!
9. Do you know how to drive a car? Yes i do...
10. Have you ever been camping? Never!!! i wan to
11. How many times a day do you go on myspace? i deleted it!
12. What was the last movie you saw in a theater? Twilight it sucked!
13. Have you ever cut off a limb? NO NO NO touch wood...
14. Where did you get your last email from? Eventful.... haha
15. Favorite website? blogger and facebook i guess
16. Are you ghetto? nopes...
17. Will the world end in fire or ice? i guess i ice cz i noe we wud die with water...
18. Do you believe in the external world? YES I DO!
19. Would you cry if MySpace stopped working? i dun have it babe!
20. Do you have a blog? YES THIS IS MY BLOG WELCOME!
21. Have you ever been on a roller coaster? YES i am still afraid of it but i love it!
22. Favorite year so far? this year 2008!!
23. Do you consider yourself religious? not really...
24. How do you usually dress? big tshirt jeans boxers
25. Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? never heard...
26. Would you eat sushi? love love love sushi!
27. Would you smoke? i have tried a few times... i can if i want to ...
28. What is your favorite sport? soccer to watch but dancing is a passion! haha
29. Do you believe that animals have souls? OFCOURSE!
30. Who did you last talk to? i am msging Huba is that counted?? or maybe just now i talked to Anthony
31. What is one thing that annoys you? People... haha
32. Do you believe in God? YES without a doubt!
33. Have you ever fallen in love with a neighbor? hahha yes....
34. Last time you saw your mom? *turns around* there....
35. Would you be president if you could? politics is stupid la!
36. Do you like cats? yes but i am allergic...
37. How are you feeling right now? funny!
38. Do you have a soul? YES !
39. One best friend or many good friends? both!
40. Do you believe in spontaneous combustion? yes yes! hehe
41. Mom or Dad? BOTH CAN NEVER CHOOSE!
42. Is it Pet's Mart or Pet Smart? Dunno
43. Do you like the band Radiohead? yeah....
44. What is your favorite female name? NYKYTA *i made it up haha*
45. Have you ever shoplifted? neh i wan to try
46. Do you think Snoop Dogg sucks? NOOOOO.........
47. Have you ever driven a Ferrari? i wan to !!!!!
48. What do you call those little plastic things on the ends of shoelaces? never had a clue... haha
49. Have you ever walked more than a mile? yea...
50. Do you believe in magic? YES I AM SUCKER for it
51. Have you ever been suspended from school? nopes... thank god!
52. Have you ever skipped school? many billion times.. haha
53. Explain what you think about hippies. peace babeh drugs high oooo aaaaa....
54. New York or California? never been to either...
55. Have you ever been dumped? nopes hehe
56. What are you wearing right now? boxers and tshirt
57. Favorite city? i dun have one i guess
58. Collar popped or normal? normal plz!
59. Have you ever asked someone out? yes many times...
60. Do you have any collections? not anymore
61. Ocean or pool? ocean
62. Fridays or Ruby Tuesdays? neither
63. Do you want to go to college? yes plz! cant wait to finish it i guess
64. Have you ever gone to a mall? all the time
65. Would you be my friend? why not!??
66. Why do you like the music you do? cz its nice calming n stuff...
67. Do you read much? yes i do i love it!
68. Favorite country? Malaysia its the only place ive been !
69. What is something you wish you were better at? sports.. haha
70. What's your favorite album/CD? random i am...
71. Hamburgers or cheeseburgers? both... hehe
72. Planes or boats? both...
73. One rumor that's been spread about you: banyak la..
74. Who is your newest friend? Krystle & Cheryl
75. Have you ever sat on a rooftop? i think so...
76. Last text? "y u mwajok nw... haiyah baby ... v noe dt v lurfyve each othr ryte"
77. Do you drink soda? yes
78. Do you like yourself? YES
79. Hot or cold? depends
80. Do you play an instrument? my body is an instrument so yes...
81. What's your favorite movie? Musicals..
82. Would you date someone older than you? why not??
83. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes yes !! haha
84. Favorite type of sock? colourful toe socks..
85. Do you drink alcohol? yes... haha
86. Do you want to talk to anyone right now? YES but i am msg-ing instead
87. Would you dress as the opposite sex? i do.. haha
88. Do you like to learn? at times yes it teaches how to grow up
89. Have you ever been hit on by the same sex? not that i have noticed other thatn the playfullness of my frens... haha
90. Where did you last go on vacation? kuantan but it was moe like work..
91. Yahoo or Google? different reasons for both
92. Explain your religious beliefs. why shud i
93. Do you have a bad life? NOPE...
94. Favorite comic strip? dun have one not a huge fan
95. Have you ever broken a bone? no touh wood...
96. Do you have any piercings? 7 all together love it!!!
97. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? want to...
98. What name brand do you wear the most? pasar malam.. haha
99. Last time you were really really mad? this morning....
100. What is your favorite flavor in general? chocolate! or maybe me!! haha
101. Name 4 things you always have with you: myself, handphone, contacts, and hairband
102. How many ex boyfriends/girlfriends do you have? malas to count sorry haha
103. Why do you admire people? to learn in life!
104. Do you like sports? yes
105. Would you have sex before marriage? Why or why not? it isnt necesarry but there is an urge but neh....
106. What is your favorite male name? *ask my future husband haha*
107. Do animals go to Heaven? yes...
108. Last time you saw your dad? last night... hehe
109. What is your favorite hair style? funky punky curly
110. Do you like your name? YES i love it!
111. Would you drop out of school or quit your job? neh its not necaserry
112. When you wake up, what is the first thing you think? ahhhh.... what's the time..
113. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? yes sir!
114. What is the perfect day for you? being with him...
115. Last time you used the bathroom? 2 hours ago..
116. Have you ever failed a grade? Why? ya... i dun like history period!
117. Have you met anyone online? yes but i tend to ignore after awhile
118. Have you ever smoked? yes... haha
119. Do you like celebrities? yes... haha
120. Do you like travelling? y abut i rarely do
121. Would you go rock climbing? i wud yes i wud!!
122. Do you believe in love? oh yes.... a sucker
123. Have you ever snuck anyone into your house? nopes...
124. Do you personally know any bums? yeah... a few... haha
125. Do you believe in aliens? i believe in different life forms on other planets...
126. Have you ever kissed someone? hehehehe yes...
127. Would you sell your soul to the Devil? no its not worth it
128. Coke or Pepsi? coke
129. Hug or kiss? both!
130. Bagels or chicken? bagels..
131. What is your eye color? brown hahaha
132. Watching or playing sports? depends...
133. Would you have plastic surgery? no la.!
134. Last phone call? Dad
135. Do you have a girlfriend? yes many! haha
136. How do you align yourself politically? dun wanna mess with it
137. Do you have any pets? Why? my bro keeps em
138. Do you believe in soul mates? a sucker baby!
139. Do you stop to smell the roses? yes i do! but i tend to forget
140. Do you like taking surveys? sometimes..
141. Have you ever stolen something over $20? NOPES!
142. Disney or Warner Brothers? Disney.. haha
143. Do you know how to drive stick? *question mark*
144. Do you ever use your full name? i love my name i am proud of it!
145. Do you get annoyed easily? yes i can!
146. Would you eat human flesh for money? NO
147. Dogs or cats? dogs....
148. Have you ever been on a road trip? never
149. What's your favorite drink? water
150. Favorite food? everything!
151. Do you like seafood? yes but i am allergic
152. Have you ever sworn? yes i have!
153. Would you try to take over the world? NO THANK U!
154. Would you give me $5? for what?
155. Have you ever been asked out? yes ... haha!!
156. How much cash do you have right now? rm200 i think
157. Weekdays or weekends? both!
158. Jeans or skirt? both!
159. Do you want to get married? planned parts of it d!
160. You're having a bad day. Who do you want to talk to? HIM WER U!??
161. Do you study the Bible? Nope... want to..
162. Mints or chewing gum? gastric wud begin
163. Shorts or pants? shorts
164. Name one person you hate, and why: i shud not!
165. What's your favorite store? sports
166. One goal you'd like to achieve this year: i have already did!
167. Do you like cows? yes! haha but i wont eat it!
168. Who is your oldest friend? How long have you known them? Michelle 8 years!
169. Do you like photography? YES IN LOVE WIT EM!
170. Pain or no gain? yes!!!
171. Say something annoying. why must i wen u just did
172. How often do you visit your myspace/xanga/etc profile? every second
173. Do you ever cook? yes i love cooking
174. Have you ever been on a boat? never wait maybe!
175. What do you do most when you're bored? internet surfing
176. What is your favorite musical instrument? guitar
177. What's your phone ringtone? at the moment honey honey
178. Have you ever been in a movie? yes but in INDIA
179. Cappuccino or coffee? cappucino allergic to coffee
180. Have you ever been on a plane?NEver!!
181. Have you ever seen Switchfoot in concert? nope
182. Would you run from the police? neh...
183. Have you ever been asked for an autograph? yes! hehe!
184. Do you wear makeup? yes wen i go out!
185. Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? i have so why shud i want
186. Last hug? with tony today!
187. Have you ever been high... on life? yes! haha
188. Sneakers or flip-flops? both! depends i guess
189. Do you want to have kids? i want hehe!! i love kids..
190. Are you afraid of the dark? at times i can be!
191. What if you had three wishes - what would you wish for? uncountable wishes.. haha
192. Do you feel sad often? i do at times
193. Have you ever been in love? I AM IN LOVE!
194. Do you shower daily? YES I HAVE TO!
195. Have you ever prank called someone? yes haha sorry!
196. Boxers or briefs? boxers!
197. You are about to die. What do you do with your worldly possesions? i dont need it as long as the people i love are beside me...
198. Have you ever bought a car? a toy car yes... other than that neh...
199. What is your favorite type of music? very random la!
200. What's your family like? very family-ish close i guess...
Did you like this survey- ok la.. hahah


tag mae siti anis qistina alesia... krystle... anthony...

MY NAME IS KRESHENKA JAISI!

I TAG MAE SITI ANTHONY SUSU ALESIA QISTINA ANIS! my name is: kreshenka jaisi

this morning i was: irritated...

im afraid of: : life but i appreciate it!

i dream about: a lot of things i shouldn't dream about ... it scares me..

Have You Ever...

pictured your crush naked?: haha that wud remain in my head... haha

been in love: YES YES YES AND I AM!

cried when someone died: .... yes....

lied: many white lies...

flowers or candy: both... hehe

scruff or clean shaven: depends on the person...

tall or short: tall tall tall.. hehe

With The Opposite Sex...

what do you notice first?: looks... eyes... height... body...

last person you slow danced with: no one.... actually AIZAT bt i dun think its considered la...

worst question to ask: *who is the better kisser me or ur ex...*

Who...

makes you laugh the most?: everyone around me...

makes you smile: people around me...

gives you a funny feeling when you see them: HUBANISHAN!

is easier talk to: boys or girls?: BOYS!!! but sometimes Girls...

Do You Ever...

sit on the Internet waiting for someone special to IM you?: yes but he is never on....

save AIM conversations?: nopes..

wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes... maybe for a day or two or a week...

cry because of something someone has said: a lot of times..

pray?: yes i do i am a good girl at heart... hahhahaha

Have You Ever...

fallen for your best friend?: yes.. arrghhh yes....

rejected someone: sorry but yes... i didn't want to but i had to...

cheated on someone: i wudnt noe u be the judge

been cheated on: i dunno u tell me...

done something you regretted: this is life we have to learn from out mistakes right??!

wanted to die: many times...

Who Was The Last Person...

you talked to on the phone: Anthony thanking me for our outing today..

hugged: Anthony aso... we thanked each other and left...

you instant messaged: gaius...

you laughed with: Anthony! haha i was out with him la...

Do You...

color your hair: sometimes...

ever get off the computer: yes la...

habla espanol: ??/

sprechen sie deutsches:??

fight with your parents: yes its normal..

have friends you've lost touch with: ya many....

feel happy?: yes yes... hehe

wish you could fly away.. far, far away?: all the time... with someone... haha

believe in God?: YES! NO DOUBT!

could you live without the computer?: i dun think so but i think i cud..

what's your favorite candy?: everything that taste good..

whats your favorite fruit?: mango!

sunrise or sunset?: both i cant decide

what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain? emotional pain baby!

trust others way too easily?: sadly yes..

are your fingers cold?: its raining so yes...

coke or pepsi: taste almost the same but coke i guess

Final Questions...

I want: HIM HIM HIM!

I wish: for everything to fall into place

I love: HIM

I miss: HIM

I fear: GOD hehe

I smell: like myself!