I am too tired to listen there is not such thing as pixie dust

I was reading my blog and i felt very cheery-ly fluffy.. I mean i seriously am not like that on a daily basis. If i was , then i would be the most happiest person on planet Earth.

People are asking me whether we are going out tomorrow after the results. I don't mind an outing but it always depends on the location because everyone are new drivers, i don't care how good your driving skills may be but its not only our life but several others too , i don't think i would risk it , even if it was me driving i would ask them "Are you sure that you would want to travel that distance?" I am not afraid its just that anything is bound to happen . I don't mean to be a party popper or a wet blanket or whatever it is that you call it.

Ok honestly i am sick of shopping malls but i have no objection to shopping .. I would love to own another pair of wedge. Shopping malls are fun but when you think of it what do you do there? You walk around? Sit awhile? Eat? and spend spend spend ..? Right? Other than the fact that i was there for the past few months for rehearsal.. I still fell heart sick about KLCC.. The other day i was heading towards BTS , while i was in the LRT we passed KLCC, i was so close to tears , it was like a punch straight to the heart.

I ♥ white walls..

It allows me to think , colored walls allows me to think as well but then when you allow yourself to think it becomes mush as you would have to think more you should.
I need to be inspired *yes the same line that Kak Sabrina used* , its so out of no where and no reason but i simply need to be inspired..

Sometimes i wish to have a person who knows what to do when and not ask but just do.. I am that person on somedays. I like being that person rather than sitting and asking 1001 questions from day till night it gets rather frustrating right? I dont know wheter others would agree with me. I am especially writing this for a guy. I get it that you don't like choosing a location making plans and all but hello REMEMBER when women weren't allowed to work and NOW they DO. So what you boys/ guys/ mens are saying is that the girls should populate the earth? So that we become rulers instead?

Ok next topic is that i'm suppose to be doing my work and i am still figuring out RELAY FOR LIFE , I honestly cant wait for it! Its on the 30th May 2009 yahooooooooo...