nameless

I've almost slipped many times but have puled myself back, just for the sake of us remaining friends. 

I want to grow old with you

I want to whisper sweet words in your ears..

kiss you tenderly ..

and sleep with my ears pressed against your chest..

The lifestyle oh yeah!

Hello Bloggerville...

Finally i have decided to blog... Lame-o.. First off i have started college.. Technically its been a week since i did but ti was orientation last week. I just started my lectures on Monday.. I've meet a huge bunch of people, whose name i seem to remember and not remember.. hehe.. But most of their names i do remember.. Faces are easily recognized though.. 

During the orientation week there was 2 audition held for the freshmens of the college.. So being ME i partaked in it. I auditioned for both Talent Time Nite (TT) and Orientation Odyssey Nite (OO) . I got through for both but i choose OO Nite instead, just because i wanted a different set of experience as its Campaigning. 

I have a group of people from the SSSH (SCHOOL OF SOCIAL SCIENCE AND HUMANITIES) . There is Olivia, Eleena, Salmon, Fumi , Simon and of course myself.. It's a tad bit of madness cause we are all from SSSH , and we are naturally LOUD!!

We have been drafting proposal for the past few night's and it's been really fun . Its not easy but it keeps us on an open note of the outside world and on how it would be when we start working.. The proposal was done by Olivia and myself, with the help of my Dad.. *SAVIOUR!!* 

Submission date this Friday 29Th May 2009 but we have submitted 2 proposal one on Tuesday and the other on Wednesday which is today. HAHA.. yeah that's about it..

But i really have got to get short's for coll, its freaking hot outside and then it gets cold inside.. 

Relay For Life is this weekend i can't wait..!!!! I love love love it!! haha!!! Will try blogging.. 

That's it for now so

GOOD NIGHT!!!! 

xoxox

Hmm... Orientation odessey night or Talent time night.. tt orr oo...

gahhhhhhhh... btw here is the objective of oo nite...

OBJECTIVE OF ORIENTATION ODYSSEY NIGHT

Our objective of this event is to: 

 

1. Getting high involvement from freshmen of the 5 schools in TARC (SSSH, SBS, SOT, SAS, SPUS)
   
   
2. Combination of beauty and intelligence to select an ambassador.
   
   
3. Freshmen understand more about courses in college and doing fund raising at the same time. 

His Lullaby

Insane!!

So you speak again, like an unseen voice
Calling to me
I have every intention to run
Out of this prison I look, out into
the world you see, the world you ask me to change

Dreams they overtake me, but I can't seem to take a breath
I close my eyes and say this prayer 
Telling you that

I wanna be, anywhere anywhere but here
Take me please, tumbling down to a world I've dreamed
Set me free, from all of these, invisible chains
That hold me down to this

Standing at the shore, staring out against 
The great wide open, there's so much more than believed
You hold out your hand and reach for me
But I'm holding everything I've known all of these years

copyright 2008

Lyrics in Japanese (Thanks Miyuki!)
そう　きみはまた話しかける　気づかないような声で
ぼくはもっている　走り出すための　すべての意図を
この牢獄の外に　ぼくは世界をみてる　そうでしょ？
きみが　ぼくに　変えてと頼んだ世界を

★夢の数々はぼくに追いつくけれど　ぼくには息ができるようには思えない
　ぼくは目を閉じて祈りをささげる　きみに教えよう
　どこか違うところへ...どこか　ここではないどこかへ
　つれていって...落ちてしまう　ぼくが夢見てた世界へ
　ぼくを解き放って　この全てのみえない鎖から
　ぼくを打ちのめす　全てのものから

岸辺に立って　この偉大な広がりに対峙なさい
そこには　信じていた以上のものがある
きみは手を差し出し　ぼくに手をのばす
だけど　ぼくは全てをもってる　ぼくが知りうる　歳月の全てを

Hello stories

Hello Blog,

I went out shopping today... Well i have been shopping since Thursday to be exact. Its really fun and interesting.. I think every single shop out there are having AWESOME sales or its just cause of recession it all cheap and really on my budget! OF COURSE I AM IN LOVE!!!!!..

I bought 9 tops, 1 jeans, 1 3/4 jeans, 1 skirt, 2 pairs of wedge/shoe, 1 shawl and 3 pairs of socks. There the make up and stuff but the necessary ones .. I really really want to get MASCARA!!! i miss my old one.. BUT its OK i will get colourful ones instead and new beginning!! 

I pretty  much have nothing better to do so ya... Good Night Blog!

ponder..

Hmmm..
While i was browsing through YouTube and reading comments, i realized that when i was in a relationship i never had that couple song. Its so cute that when you are with someone and you have a song together... Maybe i did have but uncoincidentally sort.. hmmmm .. It keeps me wondering....

Granfather please

LYRICS:
You seemed so stronger
As you've gotten older
But I can see your bloodshot eyes
They've never been like that before
You reached inside of me
Reminding me how easy it is to fall
But I was blind to it all
Till I saw you falling down

CHORUS
Grandfather please don't go
I'll miss you
Oh how quickly time goes by
My fragile heart can't bare
To watch you fall up into the light
Grandfather please, ohhh

We can take a billion pictures
But they will never, never do
Oh we've got so much to do
And I'm feeling guilt as I realize
That our past is wasted on sitting here
Watching you do all the work
Now I feel like a jerk
Because you wanna watch me grow
But I wouldn't let you through, ohhh

CHORUS
Grandfather please don't go
I'll miss you
Oh how quickly time goes by
My fragile heart can't bare
To watch you fall up into the light
Grandfather please

Ohhhhh

simple words

CHORUS:
Simple words can take you high
Blow me a kiss and I'll be fine
Make me smile
Put your fingers through mine
But baby if you don't have the time
Simple words will be just fine

I know that you're busy
And that time doesn't wait for us
It's not always easy
When you're usually not here
When hugs aren't possible
I know what can suffice
Just say those simple words
Now that'll be nice

[CHORUS]

Someday we'll find
Time just for us
But just for now
You can fill in the gap with
Simple words
(To make me happy, oh)
Simple words
(To show me you love me)
I'll keep on waiting just for you
As long as your word's completely true
Boy, can't you see that
I'm in need of your
Simple words?

[CHORUS x2]

Simple words x4

Simple words can take you high.

356th & 150th for this year

Oh oh ohhhh oh x3
Oh oh

I loved the way you told me
Things would be alright
I loved the way you whispered
Sweetly in the night

I loved how you promised me
One day well be
You and me
I believed

I loved the way you made me
Feel about myself
I love the way you loved me
Better than anyone else

I loved how we laughed
At nothing, oh
How far we'd go
This much I know

I loved the way your voice did more than
Tell me I'm the one
I loved the way you made me
Feel warmth without the sun

I loved the way you awed at
Everything I said
Here on my bed
You were in my head

Can never wait to talk to
You were always there
I was overfilled with flaws
But you didn't care

You saw me through
Like no one else I
Couldn't believe my heart
Fell apart
Right from the start

Secrets hiding
In your chest
You fooled me good
This I confess
I miss how I loved you
But never ever knowing
That you're not true, ooh

It feels better than
It's better than hurting
From the truth

But this is where we end
Not even friends
This is how we end

This is..

The way that you loved me x3
The way that you loved

"This is where we end, not even friends. This is how we end.."

whaling.

What is it that’s so hard to understand I am that stupid at times or is it at all times I get the fact nothing is ever perfect but what about mankind.. yes the saying don’t do what not want done on to you goes very well.. I guess its pretty much my turn to pay the price for what i have done right? A living hell a living peace? *whhaatttt??*

Honestly this feeling is adoringly weird and I'd like to exaggerate on the word adoring.. First of its the only thing that's very joyful for me. Things aren't always suppose to surround me right? But i am loud in that way, how do i stop such a crisis within myself . So what i like the 15minutes of fame.. Tell me who doesn't...

I am drifting from many topics here.. wakakaka.. so ya.. i think i will leave my taught in my head now..

have u heard my cries??

There is a lizard right above the wall behind the computer.. and its been there for the past hour plus.... Its really scaring the shit out of me as i am afraid of lizards.... and seriously it wont move at all... its just getting plain creepy... Ok

I just made chocolate cupcakes... I haven't tried them but they smelled good.. Still waiting for milk to make the icing but i am UBER lazy to go to the shop.. bwahahaha

On another note...

Feelings have been drifted words cant seem to make sense i've lost my self and i don't remember on how to focus.. 

Yeah

I keep on yapping around like a big dungu at times and now with all this mixed up emotions i can blab about anything at all... Its creeping me out.. My imagination is taking control of my reality . I have even woken up in the middle of the night and sent out a message cause i taught this person sent me a message .. I felt so embarrassed but i think that person thinks that i sent it out purposely... Well if you do read this ... Here is the explanation to it... And i am sorry...

OK the weather is madness... It so freaking hot i can't stop sweating... But i just heard thunder so i really pray that it rains now... And if it does i am taking a shower under it.. Its been an awfully long time since i showered in the rain....

RELAY FOR LIFE

Click on the image to see it ... Please join , its a very good cause...!!

You wil see me there!

RELAY FOR LIFE!!

MILO HEAvEN!

Topsey Crette says:

 back

  Shenka says:

 ku tgh tgk hairspray on hbo

Topsey Crette says:

 me 2

  Shenka says:

 u wanna noe wat i did

Topsey Crette says:

 wat

  Shenka says:

 i asked me mom to make milo ping..

 and she did..

 it taste like heaven la

 then my dad said he dun wan to try

Topsey Crette says:

 o wow

  Shenka says:

 then

 i told him

 its the bestes thingever it taste like heaven hmmmm soooooooo goooooddddddddd

 and then vivan also started...

 then in the nd my dad gave in and tried it..

 and ofcourse he admited it was good!

  

Topsey Crette says:

 lalalalalala

I was out getting my bank book and all... And i spotted this  on a car.. not me really but more like my uncle did..! haha!.....

oh if again

if only words could express what i feel

if only i could show you how i feel

if only i can be that one...

Datin!

 The cat and the head rest she found!

fuckady....
why oh why
i dunno
mad
fuck

i dunno what to do...