back to the future

Listening to Natural *gah love their songs lol*

When everyone talks and nobody listens
The message is harder to hear
If nobody bends, something gets broken
And somebody pays with their tears
If we never reach out, then no one comes in
How can we change what is

Chorus
What if we did what hearts are for
Opened up every door
We could be so much more
What if we give more than we take
What if we don't turn away
We'll never look back and say, what if

If we were one road, how far could we travel
And where would this journey lead
If we were a mountain as tall as forever
I wonder how far we could see
If we only reach up and never look down
A dream is as close as a wish

Chorus
What if we did what hearts are for
Opened up every door
We could be so much more
What if we give more than we take
What if we don't turn away
We'll never look back and say, what if

We try to find the answers beneath the wisdom tree
When love alone will lead us to everything we need
When we don't know where to go
Maybe we already know

Chorus
What if we did what heart are for
Opened up every door
We could be so much more
What if we give more than we take
What if we don't turn away
We'll never look back and say, what if
Oooooooh what if

Last night i had a really long chat with GB*Gossip Buddy* and realized that i havent had a talk about the future in a really long time.. I have basically planned out some things for my future.. I know we should live lke there is tomorrow , i do BUT i still have to come back to reality and do a check or two to make sure i am on the right track.

I know everyone thinks that i am very immature but the thing is i just want to be a teenager while i can, and not waste my time TRYING to be a grown up.. I know eventually i would have to fall back and come back to reality . The fact that irritates me the most is when people regret in life of not being able to enjoy while they could have.

I should start living by a prnciple of

"Judge Yourself & Dont Judge Others To Live A Peaceful & Healthy Life"

but honestly how do you not judge other how do you just ignore .. Ok ignoring is possible but the gossiping part.. especially with GB its FUN! haha..

Now back to the FUTURE, i want things to go as i plan but as we all know nothing ever turns out right when its planned therefore , the plan is basically a guide to the future.. And GB do u agree with me that nothing is ever impossible ???! So lets hope our "planned guide" helps us... lol

yeah it ended

blow em candles...

That one constant feeling you wish never to have never to hold gets stuck 
and never leaves for a long period of time
gets you so lost in the word of misery
nothing makes sense nothing is alright
people go missing
no one is there..

this is what i am feeling...

Candles by Hey Monday

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

HEY DTB-erz

When it came time to begin out rehearsal, boy were we happy! You could have seen the utter joy splitting out of us. I literally wait each week for the weekends to come not to sit home and relax but to have a sweaty experience with the whole DTB cast and crew. The time spent together seriously cant be bought , if you miss a single rehearsal well you'd end up missing a lot of chaos.. hehe.. Rehearsals has been going on for the past 3 & 1/2 month , all i can say is that well we all experience each others life literally, knowing the fact the we are all busy bodies... LOL... No matter what we still love each other.

I have an awesome pack of friends which i spend hours with, who i care for way too much and love too... They are always there when i need them and i am there for them when ever they need me as well... I truly care for them from the bottom of my heart.. I dare say that we are all some screwed up and mixed up characters but some how we manage to be closer with each other compared to out own school friends... We are a family...

When i think of them, i become speechless... I know that there are those that we cant really stand as well but we still care for each other, feelings like these pour over us as if honey keeps on coating us none stop making us feel glued to each other!

This is the second time around performing DTB, we had a few new members who we have even had the chance to be close with. There are those who think exactly alike as the earlier cast that allowed them to be close to us. Now rehearsal has come to an end it feels so heart breaking... We go through this every single time we have this kind of performances ..

I will miss you guys .. each and everyone of you
I just want to thank you guys for everything and also apologize for what i have done i hope i havent offended you in any way at all...

I would like to say thank you once again...!!

10 things to do if u have a HOT boyfriend!!

1. Do start using the cupboard under the sink to store essential household items. Then ask him to get them for you. Hello, cute bum!

2. Dont go shopping with him. After you've tried 20 bad outfits, you dont need to know he looks great in a bin liner.

3. Do have sex with the lights on. Yes, seeing is believing.

4. Dont go clubbing with him. Finding out Mr Sex-on-Legs has two left feet is the quickest way to dampen your ardour.

5. Do let your friends flirt with him. You're the one who's bagged him and you've given hope to single girls everywhere.

6. Dont thank him after sex-even if you are really,really grateful.

7. Dont keep pinching yourself to check he's for real. Bruises are never a good look.

8. Do resist bragging about how great he is. Unless people ask, of course.

9. Do encourage him to take DIY. Hot,sweaty,shirtless - and handy! it doesnt really get any better.

10. Dont tell him on your first date you hope your kids will have his looks. Well, not if you'd like to get a second date.

King Me

Yesterday 2nd February marked the 18 birthday of my best friend Samantha. Well i didn't go for it..

I have my reasons for it... At this very moment the only thing that is really irritating me is that i allowed my feelings to over come what i want to do. So yeah this sucks.. It sucks even more while listening to Jason Mraz's song Plane.. it's a beautiful song but it can get sorta depressing... What is it that i want to do but am not doing is POLE!!!! gahhhhhhh... Its Ok i will go for a weekend class once DanSing Thru Broadway is over and done with!

I really cant wait for Dansing Thru Broadway !!!!!!!

Anyhooo... Lemme continue I am going to start with Fit Pole , it looks more interesting... so yeah. Sunday morning or night i may say i has weird conversations with Alesia.. Alfred aka Alffy and Kak Sabrina so yeah.. I slept at 4 am .. it was awesome i think.. haha

Woke up with Jing Wen yelling in my ears, i was having an awesome headache and he was so cheerful so i hung up on him... And well fell flat on my pillow.

Around 12 Nic came and fetch me , we went to Midvalley to watch a movie.. We watched A Cantonese movie , All's Well End's Well ... It was a really good movie..very very very funny and i recommend everyone to watch it.!


Then we walked around for awhile but my head was really spinning so yeah.. then My fever was well slowly moving towards me.. SO they sent me home... but once i arrived home i was really in the mood of making fried tofu... but i wasn't sure how to , there i experimented AGAIN..


It was nice mixing soft tofu with egg and long beans and sugar and pepper and salt then stuffing it into inside out dry tofu... and frying it... it tasted as if there was flour used to cover it and give it a crispy texture.... Then i mixed chicken with onion and egg then i added flour and fried it... it tasted well!!! hehe i love cooking .. Once i was done my youngest brother came up to me and said i want to eat the soft tofu with soy sauce.. i was like OK.... so i fried dark sauce with sweet soy sauce and light soy sauce with oyster sauce and poured it over steamed soft tofu... He was happy with that for dinner...



After a while i really couldn't stand the headache i was facing with so i went to bed and slept off... But i woke up in the middle of the night/morning cause there was no electricity from 1.30 till 5.30 in the morning!!!!!!!!!!! that was SERIOUS HELL!!!!!!!!



I uploaded more video's from rehearsals onto facebook.. I am going to go mad with the number of photo album's i have and also the number of video's i have now.... gah.... heheheh......

Soon later i had a video call with Siti .. haha it was really amusing cause it wasn't a conversation with her but it was face making and also communicating with Auntie Rozy and Uncle Rahim as well as watching Hakim and Humairah prance around .... and the Kahar came into the frame as well

did i mention that Siti, Hakim, Humairah and i ha vent had our shower while we were video calling.. I have pictures but i am not a bad friend so i will upload it but no one but myself and a few other people have excess to it... lol ... ooo there's also video's... hahaha...

i guess that really made my day!!!

so yeah... now i am figuring out how to cook the coca cola chicken fro dinner tonight! lol

ALFFY ME WAN CAR!

Today Sunday

i had a call from my friend trying to plan my friends birthday which got me frustrated to the extant of not being able to think but yell so yeah

Thank God rehearsal was rehearsal... it kept me off, slightly... i cant stand thinking to much..
So after rehearsal Alia and i waited for Nic and Chew to fetch us home. i was such a mess in the car is was as if i was a 3 year old stuck in a 17 years old body HONESTLY!!!

I was so furious today

So we sent Alia home then we went for dinner at desa setapak's knw restaurant SOON LEE... great an awesome food ! gah food is heaven to me.. lol... After dinner i got irritated so i stole Chew's car keys and said i need to speed to release this i am too irritated so i drove home and well i love the speed!!!!!!!!!! gah i want my license soon and i want a car!!!

ALFRED BUY FOR ME!

gagagagaga

so that's bout it

ooo other than that i made brownies for Sam!!
hope she enjoys it!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!!!!!!

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Clean a toilet bowl. Pour a can of Coca-Cola into the toilet bowl. Let the real thing sit for one hour, then brush and flush clean. The phosphoric acid in Coke removes stains from vitreous china, according to household-hints columnist Heloise.
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Remove rust spots from chrome car bumpers. Rubbing the bumper with a crumpled-up piece of Reynolds Wrap aluminum foil dipped in Coca-Cola will help remove rust spots, according to household-hints columnist Mary Ellen.
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Clean corrosion from car battery terminals. Pour a can of carbonated Coca-Cola over the terminals to bubble away the corrosion, according to Heloise.
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Cook with Coca-Cola. The Coca-Cola Consumer Information Center offers a free packet of recipes including a Mustard Herb Dressing (an Italian style salad dressing made with one-half cup of Coca-Cola), a Twin Cheese Dip (requiring three-quarter cup of Coca-Cola and doubling as a sandwich filling), and Sweet-Sour Cabbage (using one-half cup of Coca-Cola and two tablespoons of bacon drippings).
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Loosen a rusted bolt. Mary Ellen suggests applying a cloth soaked in a carbonated soda to the rusted bolt for several minutes.
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Bake a moist ham. Empty a can of Coca-Cola into the baking pan, wrap the ham in aluminum foil, and bake. Thirty minutes before the ham is finished, remove the foil, allowing the drippings to mix with the Coke for a sumptuous brown gravy.
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Remove grease from clothes. Empty a can of Coke into a load of greasy work clothes, add detergent, and run through a regular wash cycle. The Coca-Cola will help loosen grease stains, according to Mary Ellen.

coke

COKE You'll never drink it again:

1. In many states (in the USA) the highway patrol carries two gallons of Coke in the trunk to remove blood from the highway after a car accident.

2. You can put a T-bone steak in a bowl of coke and it will be gone in two days.

3. To clean a toilet: Pour a can of Coca-Cola into the toilet bowl and .......Let the "real thing" sit for one hour, then flush clean. The citric acid in Coke removes stains from vitreous china.

4. To remove rust spots from chrome car bumpers: Rub the bumper with a crumpled-up piece of Reynolds Wrap aluminum foil dipped in Coca-Cola.

5. To clean corrosion from car battery terminals: Pour a can of Coca-Cola over the terminals to bubble away the corrosion.

6. To loosen a rusted bolt: Applying a cloth soaked in Coca-Cola to the rusted bolt for several minutes.

7. To remove grease from clothes: Empty a can of coke into a load of greasy clothes, add detergent, And run through a regular cycle. The Coca-Cola will help loosen grease stains. It will also clean road haze from your windshield.

FYI:

1. The active ingredient in Coke is phosphoric acid. Its Ph is 2.8. It will dissolve a nail in about 4 days.

2. To carry Coca-Cola syrup (the concentrate) the commercial truck must use the Hazardous material place cards reserved for Highly corrosive materials.

3. The distributors of coke have been using it to clean the engines of their trucks for about 20 years!

17 again

While i sit here and upload pictures from yesterdays event i will reminisce about yesterday..

I left home at 9.30am , meet up with Huba and Lim at the LRT Wangsa Maju, waited for Alia to arrive. As soon as Alia arrived we took the train to Taman Paramount, but on the ride all the way to Taman Paramount , LIM and HUBA were BULLYING Alia, *they like Alia cause she is cute and so small... and she is so happy-go-lucky all the time* especially Lim, he kept on making baby voices at her. (so sorry ALIA) . Right before we reached Taman Paramount LRT Lim decided to hide , haha, just to kadaaboom Siti... SOOOOO when we were at the LRT MAE SEAN ALESIA AND SITI got on the train and hugged each other... soon after we said hi and Mae was speaking in ITALIAN which was INSANE to understand!! But it was entertaining.. Then Siti eye'd at me so i said to her

Look down the train
Huh?? Lim??
=)
*dusch dusch dusch*
siti inka

yes that is SITI for you all... lol .. i love u no matter what SITI AMIRAH!

Then we got off at Kelana Jaya , hoping to catch a bus but we would have to wait forever so we took the cab. Two cabs so obviously RM15 for each , which could have been only like RM5-RM8. But we couldnt do anything. Mae, Alia, Alesia and Sean's cab got there a minute faster then our cab so they stoof infront looking at their invisable watches.. lol.. Once we got there we walked around for ages waiting for Krystle to arrive so we went to Popular looking for Alesia's reff book, then went to Asian Avenue to find MAE n SEAN who were having their breakfast, then i went off with Huba Lim Siti and Alia to get Krystle's Bday prezzy , haha it was a good laugh running in circles.. Then Siti , Alia, Lim Huba and i went to get water and snacks.

Soon after KRYSTLE ARRIVED!!! with her friends and we bought our passes to ice skate.. We ice skated for about 2 and a half hours . it was so mch fun yet painful!

We went for a movie @ 5.30, BRIDE WARS .. Okie i have a little thing for weddings OK lemme admit not so little but sorta big but not as obses as them ... haha i just simply adore weddings dont ask me why i just do... Ok it was an AWESOME MOVIE!!! some parts were predictable but yeah it was good!!! haha

After the movie we were all tired and pooped so we all took the cab and LRT home...

all in all it was a good day !!


Last but not least!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRYSTLE KOH!!!!

HOPE YOU DEAR HAD A WONDERFUL TIME!!!

Life Just Isn't

Life isn't about keeping score. Its not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed , what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. it's not about your shoes or your hair or the colour of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accepts you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted you are. Life just isn't about that.

But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy , over coming ignorance and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. Its about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.

By
Adam Fendelman

*so simple and unique i think everyone should print this out and keep it in their diary!!!*